If there are three doors. One door is the past. The second door is the present. The third door is the further. But the extra door is the unknown. I won't go to the past. Been there before. I promise myself I won't go back to that place again. Only pain and suffering there. It took me a long time to find myself. Still grown as a person. There is so much to learn yet. Only time can give me straight. Now I am living in the present. It so much going on right. I feel like I am at war with myself. So much going on. Trying to spread everything. Full with stress and the unknown. Only soul knows what I going to drive inside of me. We...