It has been a nice year.I learned new things and lessons of life.
Although everyday is a learning day but this year taught me special lessons. Teached me not to avoid myself too much and care better ways.Nobody is there to care self more then self.
Others use to tell me that they love and care me but with time I discovered that they belong to different species and don't even understand the meaning of care and love for other species.
You use to tell me that you need me but now you need her and then you need them .After sometime your look changed from baby to youth to old and now you cannot even recognize me.
I want to know where are they for you? What sense ,taste what choice they are giving importance of you. Then why you leave me for them ?

For some moment some people tell that they are with you but this importance get loss with time and then you miss somebody special and then you found that somebody special have forget you.

Where are you now? Is this place enough good for you?
My choice was better,you didn't provide and I lost you.
Iam searching for better choices I got my mission half filled. I know somebody better searching my way.

But what about you.why you are in your old stairs?
Iam now in sky flying like a bird in my thoughts and deeds but where are you now ?
Are they still with you? What little gift you got from them , was that possibly satisfactory?

Iam with riches and in the arms of strong fold and seeing you make me feel shame ,thinking that once I liked you, wanted to be with you and was happy with your fake love and little pleasurable words.I was innocent, I didn't knew that you were criminal in different ways.

Time has reached me to be in limit.

Where are you now? Are you in hell ?





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