I have a best friend that I trust and rely on. She was the best friend and sister I have ever gotten. We were always really close, and people could see that. As time goes by, during semester 3, I can feel a wall building between us. It's like someone is pulling her away from me. We still tell each other secrets and talk a lot, but we aren't as close as before. Sometimes I wouldn't tell her about my feelings since I have depression and suicidal thoughts, but I can feel that she don't understand me as well. I put on a fake smile every day in front of my friends and yet my best and closest friend doesn't know how I feel... I hope we are as close as we were before...

-----ami