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The difference between a desvastating love and constructive love.
Satan the father of destruction as I was in his clutches, sent me from hell, a destructible love like him. I put him in everything I did, I involved him in everything until that so-called love destroyed everything of mine completely.

I could no longer have new and positive ideas, I could not be more creative, I forgot who I was. With that destructive love I lost my identity. Everything they said about me seemed to me because I was already losing my identity. I was running after unreal dreams. With this destructive love, I was trying to achieve something inesistant, I was running after it and I thought I would reach it some day. What sadness was my life.

And in time I returned to my creator God, little by little I began to shine again. I read the word of God and I began to know him through His word, and the more I know him, the more I know who I am. The more I know Him, the more I know where I come from, and for what reason I was born.

I began to know that there is a being so loving and powerful that loves me and that being has loved me so much that He has donated His life for me on the cross of Calvary.

That being also, sent someone like Him to me. Someone dating in the same place as Him. Someone who came from eternity like Him to me. Someone with his rib that I have formed. That someone, just thinking about him fills my head with new and good ideas. That someone makes me see everything clearly even though I don't speak to him. That someone makes me feel very special, and I'm going to become a millionaire because of God and because of him. That someone because even though he does sometime things that he shouldn't do, in his big heart wants to see me well. That someone is a gift from God to me. After God, I owe everything to that someone.

Very soon I will come to you my love, and I will be legally with you in front of God. I really love you my 14 letters.

© RebChrist888