It just sucks a lot when u talk to your friend and he points out how shitty your life is. You think it's grt and was ok with it until that moment but not anymore.
Does someone else has that much control over your life?
Irony is that, your friend was in that shitty phase too but now he just looks at it with pity.
You will gave the same routine and work just like yesterday. It's not gonna change that fast.
But still even after knowing everything, you just feel so crappy and depressed and sad and dissatisfied that you end up being insecure more than ever.

It's a normal thing. So what can we do?

The feeling is just out there with strong emotions. Can't change that.
Ignoring them.... well too late for that.

Only thing you can do is living it to your max.
Living in the present, in this minute. It takes about 60 min to accumukate to make it an hour, or for us too feel that we have lived 1 hourrr....
So let's take a min at a time, where nothing is decided yet of your life. Live that min, the rest just follows.
Thankful that i have my loved ones with me, I can still see, eat, walk.... breathe.... on my own...... That's all that matters just breath every sec of your min with a happy smile.

Be thankful of what you have and not hurt about what you might have.

Reality hurts but heals too. .....

© PS