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My one sided love&friends
This is my real story that I am presenting you .
In 2011 when I was 11 year old & I had group with my cousin brother & me a part with two main girls & more friends. I was only boy who is taller in that group due to this everyone call I am big &playing among them. But seriously I am higher level students in that group but age difference is only 2.5 year. but still I was playing with them. After few month in October. That is the time where dushara festival held each year so bamboo were setup there for the stage for scriptural of goddess durga, so we are that night one girl from that group affectionate me not with beauti I was seeing her from long time and noticed her actions & behavior that made me more attracted to her. So 4 days before I called her and told her friend that I was to say something to her. But Do not tell anyone else . She said OK. I whisper in her ear "I love you".After seeing her face reaction I said her do not tell anyone I am sorry. She does not replied back. That was last I played with her .Next day I was happy that she not told anyone about last night. She was going with her front of us . Us means I am with my cousin brother. He whispered to me but little bit loud that right one mine left one yours. Both girl heard in reaction they gave smile went to there window seeking and seeing us from behind it. My brother brother Don't know I was proposed her. Few year past (long story cousin story & many facts happened and mixed) .My mate was from my school I never talked her but seeing her with love in my eyes. One day I heard that I she had affair with someone else .That day had felt worse time. With I am seeing her every night even she also Come hearing my name. As she is beautiful so many boy wandering besides her I ignored her . One night it was to late but still was seeing her and I think she loved me because she used to come also. So I wave indicating her bye. I am location all know that I loved her they tease me with her. For fun. She not used to talk face to face to me so one day my friend was with me and she said me by told her to say me to be in limit. So used to be away,walk away with making distance of 5 to 10+ meter or even change my way where she stand. Not because I don't love it was because I don't want to hear more bad for me which heart me more than anyone abuse me. I was totally changed from her neither angry nor fighting with other. My younger brother used to tease me by taking my things or beating me ran near at her house. So I used to be away from house too. Time pass (long story many stuff happened she does not accept me on social networking site so I used to take her photos from other. ) till today I miss her.Now distance is less I hear that she had boyfriend. I feel very bad and thinking about her mostly. Till today I am in not relationship(no girl friend) .
I want to rich and marry but this hard World to earn In my country. Naturally I think to became rich. Next moment all fade away. Last day I dream that she come told me that she got 99%marks she is talking me because of her study or I not distracted when was in school and mostly away from her at exam time . I started weeping silently at last she come and talking. Suddenly my eyes and all lost my best dream I felt. When I see her I feel so good wait .Now In social networking I accepted from her not with my name and photo. But happy few day before I changed my profile pic liked her I don't know she noticed or not . In present I am not unfriend to her. I learned many till today few month ago I lost my beautiful friends group due to my best friend or worse friend who used me wasted my time and even that friend group used me for their want that love partner matter. From that when I got hurted I started building myself in social networking such as making my in digital life such as music life, writting, coding etc. You can find me by sachinjugujaiprasad on Google to get proof. It is beginning.