*𝘽𝙚𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙏𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙃𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨

Chapter #1

Written by MarryDear


Hi there i am marydear and i want to tell you a very beautiful story about how i got hurt by the person who i loved the most.

My husband and i have been married for over 15years and yet i still couldnt bear him any children nomatter how hard we tried it was difficult, we even went for prayer sessions but still no luck. I felt hopeless and useless, some nights i would cry begging for lord to just grant me my wish i didnt want to be like those woman on tv who end up lonely with none else.
I then asked pastor Panashe to help us understand why this is happening and you know what he said to me he said "none knows the future then he who sits on the crown and for whatever he has planed for you behold it shall be good and shall bring joy to your tears and end all sufferings, god does not have plans for us that will make us miserable wait for his time it shall come", that message calmed down my heart and i decided to leave everything in God's hands.

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 2

Written by Marydear mubaiwa

Supprisely in 2weeks time my husband had came back from his trip "honey you home soon " tries to kiss him but he slips away. Shocked am i because he seems furious
Then just as he came in Tania arrived well Tania is my eldest sister and she was in Kenya so it was a shock for me to see her. "What are you doing her sis " i asked smiling and she just walked in and said to see my love , "what to see me? 'Ofcause not you why would i want to see you " i was amazed with these harsh words and couldnt believe my ears. "Baby chi what is going on taura kani i asked
And he said" well Tania and i have been secretly having an affair and now she is about to give me what you couldnt give me 'she is pregnent with my baby and i am going to be a father sorry if it hurts you but thats reality"

If you ware there to see the tears droping out of my eyes and the pain my heart was feeling the shock my eyes felt thr heat my body was getting. Within a minute i collapsed with blood flowing like a river.

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 3

𝘞𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘺 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘺𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘔𝘶𝘣𝘢𝘪𝘸𝘢

𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚕 . 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚞𝚜𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚋𝚊𝚐𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚜 𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚗𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚕𝚊𝚙 𝚒 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎 "𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚏 𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍, 𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚃𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚠𝚊 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚗𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚞𝚝 " 𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚜𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚎 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝙱𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚞𝚜𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚕𝚎𝚙𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚞𝚜𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍, "𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚠𝚑𝚢, 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚒 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚒 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖," 𝚒 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚌𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐

"𝙳𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚘𝚘𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗 "

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 4

I tried to beg him and make him listen to my part of the story but he refused to listen to me he said that i will just tell him more lies i couldnt believe that my husband listend to all the lies and couldnt give me a chance to explain .. I sat there in the hospital all alone and cried all my tears "oh so this is life so unfair " i said to myself "
"𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚒 𝚍𝚘 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚢 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚒 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚍. 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚐𝚘𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚛 𝚒 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚌𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙰𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚎𝚐𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚗𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚍𝚞𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 , 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚒 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢.
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𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝙼𝙰𝚁𝚈𝙳𝙴𝙰𝚁 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎??


𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 5
𝘞𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘺 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘺𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘔𝘶𝘣𝘢𝘪𝘸𝘢

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚍𝚘𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚛 𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚌𝚔 𝚞𝚙 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚞𝚜𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝚝𝚘 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚔𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚕 𝚘𝚛 𝚍𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎 , 𝚜𝚘 𝚒 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚖 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚒 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚊 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚒 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚖 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚒 𝚜𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝.

𝙏𝙤 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙚


𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 6

Written by Marydear Mubaiwa

𝘉𝘦𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘛𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵, 𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘏𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴



I then moved in with the doctor , the doctor was a kind man he was very generous and kind with me. Sometimes when i sit down everything comes back to memory i can't accept the fact that i have lost everything i thought would be mine i just could'nt believe it and my mind refused to let go so easily i wanted to find for my marriage and win my husband back . So i decided to pay him a visit when he has calmed down a week later i went to his house but when i got there my sister opend the door for me i just couldnt stand seeing her in my house it made me very angry but i decided to keep my cool as i was not a person who loved violence "can i please see my husband " i said to her
Tania :no you may not i thought he made it clear that he doesnt want to see you again.
Marydear:what have i done to you why do you hate me so much ever since we ware kids you would always look for something to argue with me why you doing this to me
Tania :because everything that was ever mine was taken by you, Munashe loved me before you came then he suddenly fell in love with you and marrried you and forgot all about me now i am to take back whats rightfully mine so get out of here .
"munashe" i shouted while she was pushing me out then as she was pushing me out Tadiwa arrived and she was laughing at me and she said "you are so foolish why dont you move on , oh you dont have anyone shame well you should have at least thought about that before you told people that i had an affair with my boss "
I didnt tell anyone i tried to plead with her but thats when i remembered that i once told my sis about that and maybe she told people and then Tadiwa thought i was telling everyone so she decided to make up a lie to get back at me not knowing that it was my sister who caused all of this . i thought i had real people in my life meanwhile i had backstabers i guess i was foolish. As i was on my way home i was thinking about what my sister did and what she said i then realized that maybe everything i wanted was never mine but why did it have to happen to me i just felt like i needed to end that pain and the only way to end it was for me to just die



*𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙤 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙞𝙣 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙖 𝙬𝙖𝙮

𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 7

𝘞𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘺 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘺𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘔𝘶𝘣𝘢𝘪𝘸𝘢



"Knock knock! "

what a loud knock is that, who can that be i said to myself
As i opend the door i found Munashe on the door step and he was holding an envolope a big one though. I greeted him but he didnt answer me he just got straight to the point "here are the divorce papers i just need you to sign them and then we done and please come fetch your other filthy cloths at my house before i throw them out or burn them " So you believed them over me your own wife i asked him "why would i cheat on you i am not like you , you cheated on my with my sister behind my back you both betrayed me and now its suddenly my fault"
Munashe :Do you know what i only married you because i thought you could give me what i needed but when you faild i moved else where i didnt marry you because i love you, i did it for your family but now that they dead i dont care"
What do you mean you did it for my family! I loved you and you said to me you love me too
Munashe in a harsh voice :listen i loved you but now that love is no more you couldnt bear me kids then you slept with someone else if that baby was mine why didnt you tell me oh is it because you have been planing to abort that baby, dont try to lie to me, Tadiwa told me everything she told me how you used to abort the babies then lie to me that you had a miscarage you ware only after my money thats why you married me "thats not true those i lies i shouted but he refused to listen and he walked on i knew that there was nothing i could do to make him believe me as they have already planted lies in his head if Munashe really loved me as he always used to say he would have noticed my pain and eargerness of having a child and he would have at least listen to my side of the story but i guess he has made up his mind but i will never forget him because it not easy letting go what you love the most and its not easy to accept that my own blood sister snached my husband and my best friend betrayed me by telling him lies because my sister told her lies. Lies, lies, lies they can destroy something beautiful but if its not meant to be it will break whats meant to be should be strong and unbreakable .

Later that day i went to go fetch my cloths and shoes and some stuff i had left, i got in the house and started packing up and while i was packing Tania was lauging but i didnt take note of her so i just kept doing what i was doing then she came up to me holding a knife and here i thought she was going to stab me so i ran behind the bed then she said in tears "sis i am sorry i didnt mean to do what i did please forgive me i will kill myself if i have to please forgive me you can have your husband back "
And because i had a kind heart i didnt want my sister dead so i tried to calm her down as she was crying and was trying to stab herself , i came closer and closer to her then as i was about to grab the knife we stared fighting over the knife so she grabed it and cute her arm open then she started calling for help and so did i "help, help " a lot of blood was dripping
Then My ok lets say ex husband arrived "whats going on he asked " she stabed me she wanted to kill me said Tania i couldnt believe my ears how can she lie like that
"I didnt stab you why you lying why you doing this to me " slaps me ! You fool you monster how dare you try to kill my wife and baby just because you killed yours now you want to kill mine! And slaps me again "you going to pay for this i will put you in jail for this "




𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙧

𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 8

𝘞𝘳𝘪𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘺 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘺𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘮𝘶𝘣𝘢𝘪𝘸𝘢



"I stood there like a frozen chicken and looked at Tania as she was smilling and i said to her how evil can you be ,
At that moment i didnt know what to do if i dont make a plan i will go to jail for something i didnt commit so i decided to exscape the house i had no choice but to run . I ran and never looked behind me i ran as fast as i could i didnt care which road or street i was running to i just ran , i ran like wonderwoman, until it got dark i kept running but it was till i got tired and stoped to rest and then i fell asleep i slept outside on a cardbox with no blankets as i had left my cloths and other things when running. I slept like a baby and didnt feel the coldness as i was tired.
The very next morning i woke up hungry and i woke up looking very dirty i tried to ask people for food but you know black people they wont help you some of them are stingy , i then told myself that its oky i wont beg people so i decided to eat from the bin . I went from one bin to another eating its food . I didnt care what was happening or what i was eating as long as i was eating, i know its sad right but even though when everything was happening i still believed in God i still believed in Pastor Panashe's words cause i knew they ware true .
Later that day as i was walking not even knowing where the hell i was going then as I was walking I came across a big building it was actually a church ,so I decided to take a look ,as I entered the church I found people who were praying I didn't want to disturb them so I closed the door and went out ,on my way out I accidentally bumped into a man and his bible fell on the ground I quickly bent over to pick it up and I apologized because I didn't see where I was going. Then it became dawn again ,and I needed to find a place for me to sleep oh God what kind of life is this what did I do to deserve this I said to myself ,that night I decided to sleep near the church so as I was sleeping it began to rain I didn't have a choice but to just sleep there I mean if I wore gonna stand up where else would I sleep then out of nowhere someone came up to me and said to me " you can't sleep here it cold and rainy come inside the church please"I stood up and followed the man inside the church , when the man faced me I noticed him he was the guy I bumped into this evening
"Oh it's you I bumped into u this evening right "he asked
Marydear :yeah it's me
I didn't know that you sleep on the streets actually I don't mean it in that way but I didn't expect that from you especially when you ware nice to me this evening I mean usually people like u are aggressive sorry but I don't mean it in a harsh way I mean it's just that I am tryn..."no it's okay I get you "
Look you wet umm let's go to my apartment I will fix you something to eat and then u can take a warm bath
Marydear :"No thank you I am fine it's okay "
You don't trust me do you okay I tell you what you can go to my house alone and I will stay here and then when you done doing your things I will come "
Marydear :you don't even know me but you trusting me with your house what if I steal things .
" I trust you because my heart tells me you a good person and my heat never lies to me nor has it
Ever lied to me .
Ya there is more to it that he said to me but I don't think it's necessary I then agreed to go with him home he cooked me food and I ate then he told me to tell him the reason why I sleep outside I told him my story and how I ended up on the church's doorstep.


To be continued .....

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Chapter 9

I than also told him my story about how my life has been difficult for me ever since my parents died .My parents died when I was 10years old they died by being poisiond at my mother's sisters wedding but we ware lucky that at that time that we ware supposed to arrive , we had arrived late because the car had ran out of petrol so when we got there it was late and they had already died apparently the cake they ate was poisiond and it killed a lot of people after their death we ware raised by our grandmother because she was all we had left ,but a lot changed at that time I stopped going to school because there was not enough money my grandmother was like a single parent who is unemployed to us she couldn't afford to do everything on her own and also she was old so money was not enough that's when I gave up my education for my sister I told my grandmother to rather put my sister in school while I will help her pay my sisters school fees although she was the older than me I helped my grandmother make sales at the market we sold clay pots and wood for fire ,my grandmother taught me how to make clay pots and people loved them .we worked hard for my sisters school fees so that one day she will be able to take care of us when she has made her own money but my grandmother died before eating any of her money later I got married to a rich man but I was too foolish to go back to school because I thought that everything last forever not knowing that life can change in a wink of a eye but I learnt a lesson ,never depend on anyone people change .JAMES WAS heart broken after he heard my story, then he insisted on helping me , he let me stay with him ,and he treated me with respect he was so kind with me he never made me feel unwelcome .

8Months later James and I started seeing each other and then he wanted to make things official by official he wanted me to meet his parents so we went to his parents house ,his mother was so nice she was friendly and smiley and it's what I never expected because when I met Munashe's mother she always wanted to control me and she was very rude it's like she never liked me everything I did was a problem to her .But at that particular moment I felt happy around them I felt like I was free from everything ,I felt peace .we than got married and a year later we had a baby boy together , everything had changed life was going great for me I had even forgot about my past ,that's when I remembered the words of pastor God's timing is everything no matter how hard the process Is always wait for him now I found the family of my dream and I also learnt a vaunarabe lesson Becareful who you choose to trust because not everyone really likes you ...


"Ring ring "my husband had forgotten his phone at home when he left for work so I answered the call
"Hello"
But then the person just ended the call without replying me I thought that maybe it could be someone who phone by accident then next morning when my husband returned from work I explained to him about the call and he seemed kinda shocked as we ware talking someone knocked on the door and he went to go open ,he opened the door than I started hearing him shouting at the door so I ran to see what was going on and there I ran into my sister Tania I couldn't believe my eyes and all I could feel was anger when seeing her I felt like I wanted to strangle her "what are you doing here ,how the hell did you find me ,
James :wait you know her
Marydear :yes I know her ,and I know her very well she is the reason why my life was a living hell ,she is a back stabber and a liar she is a witch ,a witch "she killed my baby get out of here get out
I was angry and frustrated at the same moment flash backs seeing her reminds me about everything
James :baby calm down please Tania can you please leave
Tania :I will not leave this is my home too
James :your home? what home? you don't own anything here so leave me and my wife in peace you made it clear that I was not good for you
Marydear :wait babe what are you talking about ,did I hear you clearly
James :my love when you ware telling me your story of how your sister and best friend betrayed you I didn't know that you ware talking about Tania ,oh god
Marydear : please explain to me what do you mean
James :so you see Tania is my ex girlfriend I loved her so much that I risked a lot for our relationship even after I caught her in bed with my own best friend I forgave her and we ware ready to fix our relationship so I lied to her about losing my job I acted poor to see if she loved me but then out of nowhere she disappeared with a business man I tried calling her several times but she told me that she is done with me she told me that I was not good enough for her ,she hurt me the most when I loved her the most ,I regreted meeting her and not listening to my mother when she warned me about her ,I wish I never met her ,she was only after my money
Tania :that's not true I loved you I did it for us oky I can explain see when you told me you lost your job I fell pregnant so i needed our baby to grow up in a good home so I was stupid I was selfish!!
Marydear :so you decided to sleep with my husband and make him believe that you ware pregnant for him out of all people in the world my husband
James :you are lying ,I don't believe you she is lying you think that I am stupid ,I will never fall for your lies again ,you are so jealous of your sister you never want to see her happy ,you can't stand the fact that she is smarter than you even after everything she did for you ,you betrayed her your own sister and you don't get tired why ,you are so cruel and evil
Tania : I am cruel and evil because she was never my sister my heart changed when I found out that you ware never my sister
Marydear :what are you talking about
Tania :i met my real mother and she told me everything ,she told me how your mother snatched dad from.her and snatched me too and made my mother live on the streets for 20 years she suffered because of your mother so I promised her that I will do anything for revenge what your mother did to mine I did to you .
I didn't know if what I was hearing was jokes or madness
James :how did you meet this your real mother and where is she
Tania :she died when I just found her
Marydear :what do you mean
Tania :what I mean doesnt matter all I need you to know is I lived a life without my mother thinking she was dead because ur mother hid her from me pretending to be my mother
Marydear :you know mom would never do that
Tania :your mom and not mine
Marydear :so because of that you made my life a living hell for something I was not involved
I couldn't believe it and I couldn't understand it I needed proof that shows that Tania was not my biological sister
So I insisted we go for a DNA test and she agreed
We went for the test and ware told to come back in 2weeks time in that 2weeks time I was again traumatized I went back into that hole that I fought so hard to get out of ,2weeks later the results came out and you know what Tania was my sister my biological sister this was so confusing I didn't know what to believe anyone I don't know if Tania was lying to us to make us feel sorry for her or what I couldn't stand this drama anymore so I went to go see a prophet it's about high time I find out what is going on and why my own blood sister is so insane I went to him and asked him what I needed to then he said to me everything that happened , happened for a purpose your sister is not mad but she was fooled by your mother's best friend ,the same lady who poisiond your mother's sisters cake on the day of their wedding she was looking for a way to kilo her , because your mother and her sister had a secret about that friend but that friend assumed wrong and decided to kill them to bury the secret after she killed them she saw that your sister had a jealousy against you so she plotted lies and planted them in her head .your sister is an evil person because of jealousy and lies she should never let envy control her actions and she should have never listend to lies without proof





That is when everything finally made sense to me it was all about a secret of betrayal , jealousy and envy that God wanted me to see ,he wanted to show me what was really mine and who was true to me and why bad things was happening to me and that's my story Betrayed by Trust led by Happiness even though I was betrayed my life later turned out to be the most beautiful thing ,Tania then commited suicide and left her baby with me and I raised that baby like my own even after everything my sister put me through .I learnt lessons and that's life .


The End