I had dosed off after I finished crying. I awoken later in the day to hear Derricks voice in my kitchen. I truly I zero motivation to care anymore, just as long as he stays away from me I'm fine. Then I heard footsteps coming near my room door. "Noooo." I thought to myself. why does this always happen to me, why can't I just be normal and happy without the pain of a guy. They knocked on my room door interrupting any and all my thoughts. "Darlin' Derrick here would like to talk to you about there last few weeks and days please get dressed and come out to the barn. " Piper says in a whisper tone. I'm assuming Ma is still sleep and she doesn't want her to get involved, or...