"Dying inside and smiling outside is worse type of pain you might face in life, I,being a victim of such suffering pray silently for all those who are dying inside and still manage to smile and act like they are enjoying their life but not in real.
last words written on black desire dairy"  by Ume Haneen .
Here I'm going to tell you all about Ume Haneen, an extraordinary spiritual girl, having unknown sense being different from her friends. She faces a lot in her life but with a smile on her face, the fake smile .She was a great pain hider I have ever seen in my life .
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September 11, Monday
White rays of morning ,washing every impure thing away and night cryers quit crying and stand up like nothing happened ,again try to face the ugly and judgemental world with something new like they do every day.

Haneen took prayer mat and went to ask her prayer. Suddenly a hard thing fell on her head  and she started to sit slowly and went out of her consciousness ...the last thing she heard was, she needs to pay for her mistakes in a clear voice,and she was unable to recognize the voice .She was unfamiliar with that voice.

Long and boring day ended with gloomy feelings. None was able to know the actual reason behind the sad and gloomy day as  everyone was busy with their studies still they were able to miss ....what ?? What were they  missing ??
None was able to express that they are missing Haneen, the everlasting character of their class, the outstanding, caring and jolly girl of their class, the universal helper
Ali !!!!!
Someone called his name with certain gesture of anger. He listened and turned his face towards the door and then....


© uzma Parveen