give two fucks if u understand, give two fucks if u accept who I am, ain't really losing sleep over the fact not one of y'all give a damn, a few people I love have died and the most recent one the girl I did EVERYTHING first with from running way to doing heavy drugs to fuckiing to breaking to manipulating ND trifling, u name it we did it ALL FIRSTS together every threesome together now she gone a little under a month oct19 she was found in an abandoned building telephone wire (not even sure what kind my mind goes crazy thinking) wrapped around her neck continuesly she dropped her daughter off at school and never made it to pick her up, we still haven't had a funeral because cops are still investigating and they don't know if she was murdered or committed suicide now just one Monday the 7th of November I had some drinks for my tooth ache got a little emotional and woke up in the hospital at one am last I remember was speaking to hotel manager about Heidi...