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CONQUERING MENTAL EMOTIONS
ITS HARD DEALING WITH THE PASSING OF BOTH PARENTS AND GRANDPARENTS ON MY ADOPTED AND BIOLOGICAL SIDE, FAMILY, AND FRIENDS...... DEALING WITH MY KIDS IN THE SYSTEM AND PAST DV RELATIONSHIP....
MENTAL HEALTH IS REAL.....ITS HARD FOR ME TO TRUST AND RECEIVE LOVE.... EVERYTHING GOOD SEEMS TO BE TO GOOD TO BE TRUE SO I RUN AND NOT TRY TO GET TO ATTACHED TO PEOPLE CAUSE I CANT TAKE NO MORE PAIN MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY.....IM SCARED BUT IM HEALINGS WITH #GodsGrace...... IM NOT BITTER TOWARDS PEOPLE THAT LIKE ME OR FAMILY NO MORE BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN DEATH IS COMING..... I PULL CLOSE TO PEOPLE THEN PULL AWAY WHEN I FEEL IM CLOSE ENOUGH FOR THEM TO HURT MY HEART SO I GIVE SPACE AND LET PEOPLE MISS ME AS I MISS THEM AND THATS THE ONLY WAY I CAN SECURE AND PROTECT MY EMOTIONS... THIS IS A PART OF MY HEALING SO DON'T BE OFFENDED. ONCE I AM HEALED AND BACK 10 TIMES STRONGER I CAN PROBABLY STICK AROUND A LITTLE LONGER AFTER I CONQUER MY EMOTIONS AND TAKE MY HEART OFF MY SLEEVES BUT STILL BE A VERY LOVING KIND-HEARTED CARING PERSON.....
MENTAL HEALTH IS REAL.....ITS HARD FOR ME TO TRUST AND RECEIVE LOVE.... EVERYTHING GOOD SEEMS TO BE TO GOOD TO BE TRUE SO I RUN AND NOT TRY TO GET TO ATTACHED TO PEOPLE CAUSE I CANT TAKE NO MORE PAIN MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY.....IM SCARED BUT IM HEALINGS WITH #GodsGrace...... IM NOT BITTER TOWARDS PEOPLE THAT LIKE ME OR FAMILY NO MORE BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN DEATH IS COMING..... I PULL CLOSE TO PEOPLE THEN PULL AWAY WHEN I FEEL IM CLOSE ENOUGH FOR THEM TO HURT MY HEART SO I GIVE SPACE AND LET PEOPLE MISS ME AS I MISS THEM AND THATS THE ONLY WAY I CAN SECURE AND PROTECT MY EMOTIONS... THIS IS A PART OF MY HEALING SO DON'T BE OFFENDED. ONCE I AM HEALED AND BACK 10 TIMES STRONGER I CAN PROBABLY STICK AROUND A LITTLE LONGER AFTER I CONQUER MY EMOTIONS AND TAKE MY HEART OFF MY SLEEVES BUT STILL BE A VERY LOVING KIND-HEARTED CARING PERSON.....
