You just dont get it! Im hurting. why are you eating that delicious slice of cheese cake. why are you eating the whole dam cake in one day. You just dont get it. Im screaming hello!!! when I blow your feet up with fluieds and I tourture you with pounding headaches. Do you not understand I can barely pump your blood without having to run up threw thoes dark narrow tunnels. The drum does not even beat the same. feels like im in a slumber of sweat when you walk up the stairs, in your own home. My gosh you just dont get it. Im speaking constantly to try to not leave you but your not listening. The only time you do listen is when I scream down thoes dark tunnels, and I compound them with plack oh then you listen and you try to change. You go vegan, then when every things clears you open back to to all that shit. what am I sapposed to do, shut it down? But if I do that there is a chance you wont come back on. All I can do is warn you its time to change. Im in pain, and I dont know how much longer I could care without leaving. Get your shit together. I will leave if you keep acting like you just dont get it!!!
© China If my Body could talk"