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Abditory (Diary)
3rd October 2021, Sunday.
It's been a long time.
When I think about the days when I used to write Abditory every day because I wanted to wake up the next day with excitement but when I used to think about having class the next day, I never wished to wake up the next morning. I wanted the night to last longer or forever. The exhaustion and fear are still residing within me.
And "Why did you decide to drop out of university?" Every day I have to answer the same question with different answers to feed my misery to those unsatisfied people till they are satisfied otherwise they will name me as an "egoistic kid" and try to look down on my parents and blame them. I am silent because of them. The silence is for them and the misery is for me.
I have nothing good to say even today but these days, I am busy writing a love story. Please look forward to it.
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It's been a long time.
When I think about the days when I used to write Abditory every day because I wanted to wake up the next day with excitement but when I used to think about having class the next day, I never wished to wake up the next morning. I wanted the night to last longer or forever. The exhaustion and fear are still residing within me.
And "Why did you decide to drop out of university?" Every day I have to answer the same question with different answers to feed my misery to those unsatisfied people till they are satisfied otherwise they will name me as an "egoistic kid" and try to look down on my parents and blame them. I am silent because of them. The silence is for them and the misery is for me.
I have nothing good to say even today but these days, I am busy writing a love story. Please look forward to it.
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