A chance to lived again is what my young mind wanted.
Growing up I learned that there's two choices to choose work or to choose happiness within you because you cannot count on those people that can help you once you struggling mentally because everyone is struggling but still everyone choose to keep living with the money they need to pay taxes.
It's just funny that everyone thought we are free when living cost a thing like surviving isn't our options anymore.
What happened?I thought we are young & free now we all just wanted war.
I thought we all wanted peace but why we still kill each other just to top the rank?.
why are we looking for something that gives us hope when everyday we all kill our own expectations just to lived an life we know we cannot reach.
I know we can reach those but with the choice you will made it can change the turn of your future but always be careful on what you react because not everyday you need to react.
Why do we looking for meaning in this life?if it's already the answers of every philosophy. What else do we need?. Everyone will hate someone like me in their life for growing up because now I'm not just an atheist I'm an humanist with the everyday burden of truth I seek that whenever I learn more I become more depress to what life really is. Reality is so hard to accept am I right? but I'm still looking for the answers even if it's infront of my faces I know I couldn't accept because I'm scared to see people judge me for what I have been learn for most of my life.
I'm still unsure with the life I wanted. I'm still unsure if the answers in life is just a matter of time with the death is nearing us.
All I wanted was to speak what my head wanted but I don't wanted to cause chaos anymore I'm here to learn with you not fight with you.


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