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Belief, your inner voice to keep going...
He, " i feel like, everything is over. I have nothing left. I'm just existing and not living...."
She, " Let, me ask you first..."
He, " Ask..."
She, " Do you want to come out of this present state or just want live like this?"
He, " I don't know..."
She, " Then, I'll take that as yes."
He stare at her with questioning and irritating look...
She, " What? You said you don't know. That means both 'yes' and 'no' have 50 - 50 chances. So, i choose 'yes' option as our choice..."
He, " choose whatever... I don't even care"
She, " you have to care man, we are making this choice of decision for your life..."
He, " i told you. I don't care. I nothing matters for me. Whatever happened or happening or will happen, i don't care"
She, " are you sure?"
He, " don't irritate me. "
She, " okay. Okay. But, i always wanted to ask you something... Can i? I promise i won't take your much time..."
He, " after that will you leave me alone?"
She, " only if you give me satisfactory answer. Deal?"
He, " fair enough. Go on..."
She, " when I was feeling this way, the way you are feeling now... I mean feeling of nothing left, we lost everything or we are just existing and not living... I didn't fine the main cause of it. Do you know main cause of it?"
He, " what?"
She, " i mean. We know how we are feeling. Even we know reason behind this feeling but why we are feeling this way? Do you have answer for it?"
He, " doesn't 'reason behind the feeling' is answer of why we are feeling?"
She, " i tried. But, no it's not."
He, " what do you mean? Say clearly"
She, " I'm saying that, if whatever is happening is the reason behind this feeling then why we didn't react same when it happened earlier too!"
He look at her with same questioning look.
She, " you didn't understand right?"
He, " no. Not at all"
She, " okay. Let me give you example. There was an...