Well about a year later I became pregnant again the second time so I went to my grandmother and told her that I was expecting my second child and I was going to move out because she had been the most amazing grandmother I could have ever asked for or anyone could ever have. And I didn't think it would be right for me to bring another baby in the house on her so I asked her would it be okay, she didn't want me to leave but she gave me her blessings so I moved to hickory Mississippi with a one year old and a baby in my stomach.so every Sunday I went to see my grandmother and my sister's and brother. well one Sunday I went to see my family and my grandmother told me that my brother was with his so called friends and they had gotten in trouble wrong place wrong time.They had did something they shouldn't have done and because he was there even though he had nothing to do with it he was guilty by association. I didn't know what to do or say it was like someone had pull my heart out of my chest.well I kept a close eye on my grandmother and to my surprise after eight long years they told me my brother was coming home. well this was the best day of my life and I wasn't about to miss it so about this time I already had three girls and had just given birth to my son which name is David my girls names are Talonda, Erica, Britney they are all my blessings from God and he had blessed me with my son. My son was just a month old when my brother came home so I packed them up and we headed to see my brother. well when I got to my grandmother house I seen my brother and I hug him and told him how much I missed him and loved him and I noticed he wasn't feeling well I asked him what was wrong and he said his head was hurting. he said his head has been hurting for years and when he told the officer's in parchment they would just give him a bc powder and tell him to go lay down, he also said. they would give them thick red stuff to drink and it wasn't good for them. one of my brother friend said that stuff was so sweet that you could make five glasses out of one and he try to tell my brother not to drink it but he would drink it anyway cause they would put them out in the fields in the sun to pick different things and my brother said for every hole you uncovered not one but so many rattlesnakes were there.so he told them his head was hurting and they did same thing bc and lay down. well I took him to the hospital that day and a doctor out of Jackson did some tests on him and the specialist came in and told me the bc powders they was giving him had build up on his kidneys and he showed me on the xrays and he asked me if I use them I told him no and he said he didn't care if you took one a year ago it still there he don't care how much water you drink it never washes away it lay dominant just like cancer until it eats up or smother out where ever it lands.He told me if I wanted to live don't ever take a bc powder and if I knew of anyone who takes them tell them for him what he told me and I told him I will and I asked him why do people put stuff on the market that they know will hurt people and he said its about the money, but now you know so maybe you can help someone by telling them what I told you. so my brother had to go on dialysis and he stayed on dialysis for about nine years. we never know what another person going through only God the most high knows. well after we all haf moved out from with my grandmother she moved into a smaller apartment.and I still went and seen her every Sunday.