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"the Holly Diary's"
monday 11/9/20 8:04am
things have only gotten worse between him and I. Im going to have to realize that I'm going to be alone. He doesn't love me no more and I need to snap out of it and start preparing myself for that. would be the smart thing to do. must be my carma from cheating the one time. I just can't imagine living without him. He acts like it's not shit to move on after 11 years. doesn't get it that without him I don't really serve a purpose in life. he is what I wake up for everyday and he can't even see that he is slowing killing me.
-holly
things have only gotten worse between him and I. Im going to have to realize that I'm going to be alone. He doesn't love me no more and I need to snap out of it and start preparing myself for that. would be the smart thing to do. must be my carma from cheating the one time. I just can't imagine living without him. He acts like it's not shit to move on after 11 years. doesn't get it that without him I don't really serve a purpose in life. he is what I wake up for everyday and he can't even see that he is slowing killing me.
-holly
