Life can be as tough and hot as the blow furnace of a black smith; trying to hold on what you hoped is a string of strong, genuine and healthy desires only to realise it is just a spider web string that cannot support your own weight.
Life can show you a vague description of what your mind tells you is the real thing and we tend to preconcept what God will of us and this presupposition of what God will of us drives us away from the real will of God. God is left as a spectator in an arena of asking Him to let His will be done in our lives and yet we in reality want His will to be done the way we desire not the way God desires of us.

© Geoffrey K