In DID, it is common to feel fake or have imposter's syndrome about your diagnosis or even your suspicions. It is also a common part of DID for life to not feel real. It is apart of the disorder.

Last night, I experience what I call "hard blackouts", where I randomly go completely unconscious. It is just black and I’m gone. These are the scariest experiences of my life. They are talked about frequently, but I wanted to share mine.

It was 2 a.m. and I was on a call with my long-distance boyfriend. We are both getting tired and I start fading in and out. Thankfully, this has happened prior and my boyfriend...