Screame and shouts calling for help but nobody cares, nobody hears, Everyday I dream of a new life which had a tragic end, I feel restless at night and at morning my room still feel dark 🌑,

I feel alone as the moonligth shine through my window to my scarred skin, black marks were left from the past, new ones are red,
blood and pain and screams and shouts of help was hiden inside cause at the end nobody will cares,

My heart is broken into pieces and evey single piece cries and shouts for something else, My heart cannot be bandaged it already losts it's life, I can do all the things to help you but at the end you only remembered the last thing I didn't do for you, there's something whispers in my mind while I sleep saying I me my life, love, cry don't matter to them so close your eyes hold my hand I'll take you to places you have never been to...as a loud noise heard I opened my eyes and stared to my ceiling of my room as I realised it's raining outside,

I had no energy, my body feels like the heaviest object to pick up form the bed, I roll down to the end and fell down from my bed I started running out somewhere I don't know anything about, outside the house in the first smell of rain I felt live my hands were burning from the cuts I gave myself,

blood fell from my hands to my clothes, my hair spread wide open never noticed that it was that long now before, I thought to run, run away somewhere noone else can see me, but my legs feel paralysed my mind is not in my control my head feels heavy,

My soul has been played by fake people but my cries were heard my noone, they all placed painful sharp pins📌in my heart with no mercy...my screams were the last thing I heard,

With a wide smile on my face I went to start my day again as it was before, with a damaged soul but noone knows that soul is you...💔