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the destruction order chapter 3
People are always in the belief that Satan is so horrible and so evil yet I pray to Satan and I'm overwhelmed and overcome by this very warm loving laid back relaxed feeling that flows through my body it's a feeling of unconditional nonjudgmenal love. It's an inner peace I can't describe an enhancement of my good qualities acceptance of my flaws a feeling of freewill and freedom I can't explain. I've never been happier in my life than I am since I truly let the devil into my heart my soul my life and my eternity and I am never lonely and no I'm not possessed and if I am I wish it happened long ago but oh well. it is with Satan I find my inner peace wisdom love kindness yet darkness within and I'm completely fearless through lord lucifer uncontrolled and free to be myself I found my eternal joy and peace with Satan. not because Satan forces me to do anything I called to him or her of my own freewill freedom and free spiritual choice and I'm proud of myself to be myself and that's what I see and feel being a spiritual Satanist or luciferian call it what u may as the term is not important at all. that's what Satan gives to me.

Bow down to none

Now take God for example let's say God did really create him or her itself and that's how creation began now God would have to be fucked up as fucked up can be to create humans angels demons Satan just all creation to have emotions feelings ability to think and then punish these creatures for disobedience and disagreeing with him and then punish them and make them suffer for it tell them not to be prideful not to enjoy themselves and not to enjoy life's pleasures and delights and then threaten and force the creatures to be one sided a my way or the highway one sided sight is God's way. that's truly evil creating things just to torture them wow that's so cruel. and I wanna know how Satan is the evil one. I'm responsible for my own actions my own morals my own mistakes my own inner darkness my inner good and whether I'm right or wrong I am me and I'll live my own way I'm in full control of myself and I'm responsible for everything I do and if I am good no I'm not thanking God because I did it myself and I'm proud of it. if I do wrong no it's not Satan's fault it's mine and I may regret it but I'll admit it try to fix it or make the situation better but I won't dwell on it I'll just move on and learn something from it as I should I'm not perfect I'm human and perfect don't exist not even God is perfect and it's not gonna bother me if u disagree being different is so beautiful it's the way to be
to live in freewill and freedom to be yourself. for me I'm queen of everything and everyone woman or man cat or dog u should always be queen or king of yourself inside your inner being after all the only thing each beautiful different human spirit is the control of self that's the only one u have control over the only one u can't escape u are stuck with yourself always so u might as well be proud of it otherwise u end up miserable and living in misery is gonna hurt anyone inside worse than anyone else. it doesn't matter what religious beliefs u have if it's right for u that's all the matters if it feels good and right to u than enjoy it doing what u want and harming none. I'm not saying go let people use u and take advantage of u if some does me wrong I'm gonna just embrace my darkness and take my revenge and enjoy every fucked up moment and thing I'm doing in revenge then I'll move on but I'll give my kindness and compassion and help someone until they give me a reason not to. in the end it's me I live with and I control no one and nothing but myself and it's a waste of my time to try to control anyone else so I'll do my thing and u do your thing in freewill and freedom most importantly