'How can you do this dad...?'.
Abdullah bend down
Tears rolling down from his eyes
His heart aches hards
Because all the way he was the reason for her tears
Because all the way he was the reason for their pain
He was not sure if he can forgive himself for this mistake
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sehra is 18 years girl

Abdullah ,By Allah's Fazal
Son Of Rich Relegious Man Abbas
Abdullah's parents has sent him to U S
But for a wedding of their relatives
They called him back to india.

In a way to college trip, our little sehra fell in love with Abdullah
But destiny seems to bring them into whole different story they haven't imagine like
A horror one for sehra
A heartbreaking for abdullah
#muslim
#muslimah
#imperfection
#Love
#Pain
#Promises
#adventure

what will happen?
do read the story to find out 🥰
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chapter 1
Sehra pov

Bohot hi shor machaya rakha tha sbne kyuki bilkul recess ka waqt tha
Teachers or padhai se rest bacche!

Mai aur zehnish sath hansi mazak kr rhe the
Ki teacher aa gaye

Other students yells
"Its our time miss"

But the teacher look serious
Nd with the duster tapping on table
She silence the class
And everyone sat at their places knowing that this is serious

Because apart from recess
In our college,teachers would not disturb the students in recess time
Cuz they know how much we have to go through in lectures!😭

teacher start to write in board in capital letters

A FIELD TRIP

I and zehni looked each other
A field trip?
without saying any word from mouth
she got what i am saying
She shrugged her shoulders replying
she have no idea about it
safa who was seeing both me nd zehnish explain
Hehe bestfriends!

Its a field trip,happen every years to go through students with some kind of indepent training and experience nd lessons of life

I react Ooooo

Zehnish jumped in exitment
'We will go please please please'

'umm..dont know, not sure if  ummi
will let me go'

She made a puppy facee
Awww cute

'pleaseeeee'

'Ok ok i'll talk to aunty' i said

Miss naina explain us

In every year our college go to this
Sehan park
This park is a huge park including wedding halls. Swimming pools hotels nd students areas
where teachers teaches the students chores of house and the big lessons and stories of the good people and their way of life and how should we live

Teacher gave all of us a notice
Written details of the trip

'if your parents agree then bring sign on this paper..nd please come students cuz this will be a good experience for u all..the end timing of submission of the notice is 3 days after today..ok then see you girls'
Nd she leave

Sehra was not sure if she want to go
But for their bestfriends sake
She seems little intrested

chapter -2
Mai ghar pohchi thinking ki auntie ko kaise manaya jaye
I bell the rang

With lots of loves nd smiles auntie opened the door
And hugged me

'oh my sehra,mera baccha aagaya'

And i laugh
'ji aagaya ammi'

She direct me to fresh nd then too eat

At lunch

'so tell me what happen in college'
She demands

I shared with her everything the big the small details,
..since my parents lost she is the one who look after me nd give me advices and show me always the right path nd help me nd tell me to become a good muslimah
For this world will end someday
So live right
We will soon be in Jannah In Sha Allah

So i told her about the trip
Nd remove the notice from my bag

Listening about 5days trip
The tension come in auntie face
Fear Of Losing
But Not Wanting Me To Upset
But what could i do
If she dont want me to go i'll not
But i want to, little.

She asked me if i want to go
'Aap agar raazi nahi hai isse toh koi baat nahi auntie mai nahi jaungi'
I assure her

'Tumhari friends ja rhi hai?'
Auntie asked

'Ha zehnish to keh rahi-'

Before finishing my setence auntie hugged me

'Are' i pat her shoulders
'dont worry auntie its nt that important leave this i am not going away from you anywhere ,dont cry'

She leave me nd wipping her tears
And smiling
'aesa thodi na hota hai,
Jab tumhari shadi ho jayegi tumhe toh jana parega'

'Oh auntie i am not going away from you anywhere'
I hugged her

After our emotional love time
We leave each other
Nd auntie Picked the notice of field trip
I was looking her nd she was looking at this little paper which will bring surprises for sehra whats only Allah Almighty knows.
reading everything
Nd taking a deep breath

'sehra'
She said
I said 'Umm!'
'you can go mera baccha'
'No auntie aap or mai aapke bina kaise rahege'
But she said
No go,u will get a good nd different experience
I cant hold you forever as i like
You are now grown girl
Enough to know whats right or whats wrong,yes right?'
I nodd in yes
'Alhamdullilah Thnkx To U Too Auntie'i replied
She Smile'dont worry
we will talk each other with video call no worry!nd if i miss u
I will fly to your place
She Said
On this i laugh
Nd then jumping exitment
Nd hugged her again

So i am going!yesss!

chapter-3

Safa is also coming
Yes we three besties are going!!
Zehnish is every excited
Nd so we are
But she !my loudy jumping girl!

Auntie were emotional on yesterdy night too nd so i was i even said i am not going!but she forces me to

It was 5:10am
Auntie woked me up
I prayed fajr and read Surah Al Yaseen
Nd Prayed For Goodness of this trip and Goodness of Both worlds

The peace from Allah Paak
Is undescrible 😍💖

Nd then i got ready for trip

Our bus arrived at 6:00am

We got in bus
Bye my auntie oh i am tears
Nd nervousness of going away from her take over me

I was sitting next to zehnish
And i endup sleeping whole journey
Depression Sleep😴
Zehnish woke me up With full of love
'hey good morning again sweetie'

She is always the loud one in group but she is understaning nd good girl too!
😍

I smiled
'goodmorning'
We stopped for breakfast
We eat our breakfast
I analysis the place its been hours since i saw auntie
Nd wondered wht she was doing
College wgera ki baat alag h but 5 days !
I already miss her!
Zehnish Broke My Thoughts Joking about anything
Safa pat my shoulder smiling
As She got what i am thinking

Alhamdullilah
That Allah PAAK blessed Me Safa Nd Zehnish
With their masti
They got me chill nd relax too feeling good

chapter-4
Yesterday When We Were Doing Dinner
Nd everyone was present
Mom broke the news

'we are going for wedding
Tomorrow so be ready at 6am morning boys'

My eyes got bigger
'WHAT'

Dad looked at me
'MANNERS ABDULLAH!'

'i am sorry,but a wedding all of sudden nd who does at 6am morning?'

adnan laugh at my reply

Dad give him looked
(The secret is that dad laugh too
Little laugh)

Nd i got silent

'didnt i told u before'
Mom start thinking
'no problem i am telling u now,it is a wedding of our relatives
Sufyan uncle his son is marrying nd wedding take place at sehan park
Its long from here so we have to early'
I start to decline
'mumma its just 2 dys since i came back from US-
but mom broke my sentence
'exactly!its been years since we all came at one place together
Nd u will meet everyone it will be like together party'

Adnan broke in
'Aunties Are Excited To Meet Abdullah'😂

Oh i know why!

U all coming thats final!
including dad nd everyone,your sister will come from her home to our because she want us all of us together like old times nd i think its good idea..so we all are going..'

Ammi k aage koi keh skhta hai bhla?
Ab jana hi parhega!

At 11pm sami msged me
'Hi babe ,whatcha doing'
Ewww boy!😂🤭

He is my bestfrnd from U S
U can assume
He was there with me in my good bad low downs high times lived with me like a brother more like big brother!
Always the one who make me smile no matter what

'Going for sleep bro' i send exhuasted emoji

'why ,this early'?he send confused emoji

'Call me'
I send

'mumma ko so jane do baby phr'
thats what he rplied

Eeee!bro!
'yaar'
He called me
I can hear His soothing laugh
Abdullah:Hns lo hnslo beta,Maza aa rha h mjhe irritate kr ke!

Sami:Aare mere bhai tu to jaan h,kya hua bta

Abdullah:mumma ne koi wedding pe jane kaha hai

Samii:Oooo Wedding

He knows i dont like to go at weddings
Too much songs nd sounds which are all wrong !

Abdullah:maa keh rhi thi appi chahati h hm sb sth mil k enjoy krege like old times..itna hi tha to bheja kyu phir itne dur i got frustated

'Mujhse milne'
Sami replied

Calming me
Nd i sigh
Abdullah:Alhamdullilah

We both laugh nd talk so much
He shared too about his day nd here nd there

Sami:chle jana bhai kya hota h
Achi baat h fmly k sth time spend krne mil jyega!

Sami ne smjhya mjhe
After talks
I check the time its already 12am

Abdullah:dua krna phir bhai

We good night each other
I feel thankfull for having a brother like him

Laying at my bed
Like old times rang in my head

Nd the memories came of how dad nd me were used to be like best friends
But now i came back we barely talked
we all enjoyed so much in past
Smile came to me
Ye toh sahi nhi h
Mai itna khush tha dad k sth
All of Sudden They Send Me U S
Apni marzi se dur kr dena mjhe
Phr jab mai U S mei khush tha apni mrzi se bulwa lena
Meri khushi inhe psnd kyu nahi
Studies to yha bhi kr skhta tha
Thinking about all this
Nd my questions which never get their answered
I slept

Dreaming my nightmare again
Where dad nd me playing
But then dad turn away from me
Nd someone taking me away from dad
I am crying yelling
'abbu
'abbu'
I wokeup terriefyng

Back to reality

Its been 9 years but the haunt of going away from dad never leaves me
Anywhere Except the place i know

I checked the time its 4:30am

I do wudhu
Nd pray Salatul Tahajjud

There Every Horror goes away nd hardness melt away
Leaving me peace nd more light

I talked with My RAB
THE ONE AND ONLY
WHO CREATED ME
GIVING HIM THE SAKE OF HIS MEHBOOB SALLALLAHU ALAIHI WASSALAM
ND HIS NEIK BANDE

I talked with him
Asked for my forgiveness
Nd i asked him the goodness of both worlds nd protection from evils of both worlds nd guidance of straight path nd protection from going astray or getting lost

Then i opened His Holy Book With Bismillah
Nd Read AL QURAN AL KAREEM
I Remembered till now how abbu jaan used to make me read with right pronanciation nd told me stories of prophets Alaihi Salam And Rightoes People Of Deen Nd About The Right Path Nd About Deen E Islam
How Deen Is Really True Nd Perfect
nd how soothing Nd Good abbu Reads The Words Of Allah Paak By His Mercy Subhan Allah
The Recitation Of Quran Paak By Abbu Still Rang In My Ears
When I Was In U S
It
Help Me To Sleep Peacefully

Then Fajr Azaan
I Listened Azaan
In Hall
As Always Alhamdullilah
Adnan nd abbu were waiting for me to go with them at masjid for Salah
I feel Blessed to born at this family
We came back home
Mom was ready for leaving
Every needed things was gotten in to car
I saw my sister
Full of excitment
We greeted each other
She was always
good sister
Teaching me nd correcting me everyime
'maine tumhara luggage car mei rakhwa liya hai phir bhi if u want anything go nd take that jldi cuz we have to leave'
Mom said to me
Maine packing raat ko hi kr li thi
Good thing Alhamdullilah
'my phone'i said

'mere paas hai'appi showed her hand
'yaar aap logo ne mere room ki full checking ki h lgta'i replied
Appi laughed
Nd Ammi Slap at my shoulder
'koi chupane wali cheez hai kya beta?
Mom being mom
'Apki Bahu'
I replied jokingly
Woah,her eyes widen
'nahi hai i mean maa yaar '
She almost give me heart attack
We all laugh😂
I sigh
U knw i have seen no matter how much parents says we are your friend share anything they got highper listening about this loverelationship
But Alhamdullilah its wrong too from islam,huge ways to fall down there is nothing like gf nd bf exist in islam
But if u happen to fall for someone just nikah it
Nd if u cant then leave it

So i got all packed
We leave for the wedding
Its some sehan park, i googled it
Every huge park with all the facilities
Its beautiful indeed Ma Sha Allah

Nd we all talked about anything
Old times nd sufyan uncle
Mom says how his son growup so much
Abdullah nd hussain used to play with each other at bachpan nd fight so much too
'Now hussain is marrying'
Nd then mom wants me to marry too
'Oh mom please'
'it is A Big Nd Important Sunnah Beta'
Ammi Replied
'yes but let me first settle well then..its a big responsibily too'

On our whole talk
I notice dad talking less but he laugh nd smiles nd response on our talks nd jokes nd the memories of old times
I notice that from time going so fast
Dad too getting older
On this i felt breaking inside
All this time i was upset with him for sending me away
I want answer from him too
Why did u do?
Since he send me away he started talk very less with me
Didnt he love me too?
Then why did he send me so far away from him
What was my mistake

'dad'i call inside me
Too my shocked
He looked at me in front mirror of car
Like he heard my calling
Did he hear?
I got nervous
Nd looked down

Observing the areas nd scenes of outside
I slept
At appi's shoulders.