aaj apne haaton mai best business women ka Award liye mai hazaaro logo ke bich khadi ho kar soch rahi thi ki apni is Success ke liye kise thanku bolu inhe jo aaj muje sune yaha Bethe hue hai ya un logo ko jine kabhi laga hi nahi tha ki mai kuch aesa kar bhi sakti hu .. mere apne
ek chote si gaav ki ladki aaj ke success full businesswoman hai kon believe karta is baat par  aaj se 20 saal pehle .....
suman yehi naam hai mera aur yeh meri kahani hai
*ek din dil mai kayal aaya ki kuy na  ishq kar liya jaaye
fir dil ne socha chod kis aur se kya dil lagaye
kuy na kud se hi kar liya jaaye.....*

kich ke le gai yaadiye muje 20 saal pehle ki duniyan mai
ek chote se parivar ki sab se badi beti thi mai
bahut hi choti si umaar mai ghar ki jimedaariya samjh aane lagi thi muje
wese bahut bade sapne mere bhi nahi the ya yeh bolu ki kabhi socha hi nahi bade sapno ke baarye mai to jaayda sahi hoga ... bas kuch choti choti si khawishe thi zindagi se .. aam si par par ek pyari si zindagi ki
hum teen bhai behan the .. aur mai sab se badi hu apne ghar mai

suman oh suman zara jaldi aa na jab dekho tab tv ke aage hoti ho tum meri maa jin ka bas ek hi makasad tha ki woh muje ek achi bahu kese ban sakte hai bas woh sikha de ...
par kya bas ek achi bahu ya ek achi wife ya ek achi mother banana hi hum aurton ki life ka maksad hota hai
hum khaa hoti hai in sab mai humhari kud ki pehchan khaa gum ho jaati hai in sab mai such bolu to aaj bhi kitni aurton ko yeh baat samjh aai hi nahi hogi ki humhari bhi ek pahachan honi kitni jaruri hai life mai hum sirf ek achi bahu ek achi wife ya sirf ek achi maa hi kuy ban kar rah jaati hai
kuy kud ko kho deti hai ... maanti hu apno ki kushi important hoti hai but humhari bhi kushi important honi chaiye na ...
apne baarye mai sochana kya galt hota hai
hum kud ko kuy nahi sab se aage rakhti hai
kud ki self kud ke sapne kud ki baarye mai sochna selfish kuy laghta hai humhe
muje bhi pehle yeh sab baatein samjh nahi aai thi
hum ladkiyo ki parwish hi aese ki jaati hai maybe is liye ...
11th class ki student thi mai jab pehli baar sameer se mili thi
un ki mom aai thi humhare yaha un ka rishta le kar mere liye 18 saal ki mai muje in sab baaton ki itni samjh nahi thi us time bas yeh pata tha ki shaadi ki baat chl rahi thi meri sameer se
par muje to apni study puri karni thi
par muje kisne pucha hi nahi ki muje kya karna tha life mai kya chati thi mai apni life se
bas ladka acha tha ache parivaar se tha aur kya chahiye yehi soch hoti na humhare indian famliy ke logo ki ladki kush rehgi bas ...
mere bhi mom bad ki soch yehi thi ..
aur ek trah se sahi bhi thi ache insaan hai sameer
jitna bhi un se mil kar unhe jaan paai thi mai us se to yehi laga tha muje
humhari arrange marriage thi to ek dusre ko jaane ka moka shaadi ke baad hi milna tha humhe ..
tab tak bas ph par hi baat ho paati thi woh bhi kabhi kabhi
par in thodi si baaton se hun ek dusre ko samjhne ki try kar rehe the ...
sameer ek simple se insaan the aur mai full of life life ke har pal ko jine wali ...
kya milege hum aur humhari raaiye

mai abhi tak sameer se mil nahi paai thi dekha bhi sirf photo mai tha kitni baar socha bol mummy papa ko ki ek baar milna hai us insaan se jis ke saat puri life fix kar di hai aap logo ne meri but I know woh nahi maange
un dino shaadi se pehle milna shai nahi laghta tha presents ko but maine fir bhi himmat kar ke mummy se kahi yeh baat aur mom ne papa ko boli papa ne bhi haa bol diya aur khaa mil lo but jaayda kuch mat bolna ladke wale kahi bura na maan jaaye maine bhi just ok khaa aur sameer se milne chli gai
hmmm nice lage pehli baar dekhne mai
kya pasand hai aap ki maine pucha hobby I mean
usne khaa hmmmm I like read books and dosto ke saat gumhna aur aap ki hobby kya hai main khaa dance aur music aur painting bhi kar leti hoon use khaa ok
just ok ............ nothing else
kaffi dar tak woh chup raha fir pucha aur kya Karna chati ho life mai study ke baad maine khaa job karna chaugi
kya job ?????????
usne muje aesa dekha jese kuch aesa bol diya ho jo use accpet nahi kiya tha
use muje upar se niche tak dekha aur bola muje nahi pasand ki meri wife job kare
na hi meri famliy ko yeh pasand aayega yeh mere saamne to bol dIya hai meri famliy ke saamne mat bolna itne bol ke gusee mai chla gaya muje samjh hi nahi aaya ki kya bolu
mind ne kaam karna band kar diya tha
ghar aai mom ne pucha ki kya hua kesi rehi 1st meeting maine mummy ko saari baat batai
mummy ne normally khaa ha to kya hua use nahi pasand to mat karna job wese bhi kya kami hai us ke ghar mai jo job karni hai tumhe
ab mai mummy ko kese samjhu ki baat kami ya us ki pasand ki nahi thi baat meri thi mere self-respect ki thi meri kud ki nazar mai mere wajood ki thi but unhone meri baat suna jauri hi nahi samjha gaya
kya karu kar lu saadi ya maana kar du ...

sameer ki life meri life se bulkul alag thi meri aur us ki thinking bhi nahi milti thi but fir bhi for my mom n dad mai use samjhna chahti thi ya yeh bolu ki compromise kar rahi thi to galt nahi hoga humhari engagement ko tum thode hi din hue the abhi ki un ki mom aai humhare ghar shadi kese hogi kya kya hoga yeh sab discuss karne maine un ki paav chue aur jaane lagi apne room mai unhone khaa ruko kuch baat karni hai mai wahi ruk gai
ji boliye
humhare ghar mai sabi auratein ghoont karti hai tumhe bhi karna hoga maine sir haa mai Sir hila diya Aur room mai aa gai
such bolu to pehli baar laga ki maana kar du but for mom dad ka chara samane aa gaya fir himmat nahi hui
kab shaadi ki date aa gai pata bhi nahi chla
thik shaadi wale din ek ladki ka call aaya mere pass
hello
ji aap kon
maine pucha usne jo kaha use meri paro ke niche ki zameen hi nikal gai
mai sameer ki 1st wife bol rahi hoon
1st wife ???
main shocked rah gai sameer ne muje kuy nahi batya
usne mujh se kaha yeh shadi mat karna usne muje chod diya hai
aur tum se shadi kar raha hai woh sahi insaan nahi hai
paasa important hai un ke liye
is liye muje chod kar tum se shaadi kar raha hai
pls mera believe karo mai such bol rahi hoon
mai dhulan bani hui apne room se bahar aai sameer ki puri famliy wahi thi
maine use pucha ki tum pehle se shadi sudha ho
woh ek dum chup koi word nahi tha us ke pass
haa but ab woh meri wife nahi hai
tumhe koi problem nahi honi chahiye
oh really
sorry but muje hai bahut problem hai muje nahi karni yeh marriage
tum chle jaao yaha se
mere mom dad sab meri taraf aese dekh rehe the jese maine koi bahut badi galt ki ho but I know
mai shai thi
aaj yeh award haato mai liye
apne 20 saal pehle kiye hue Decision
par proud feel ho raha tha
kuy ki yehi meri pehchan hai
Amy