(Although this is kind of a hurt/comfort kind of deal and not an erotica, I'm still giving this an ⚠️NSFW warning⚠️ due to the main subject)

This takes place in an AU where Yoshikage Kira really is just an ordinary, boring man.

Well, almost...

Yoshikage had certain interests and desires that some individuals may consider to be odd or, perhaps, bewhildering, and
maybe even disgusting...Of course, *he* didn't think of it this way at all. To him, it felt quite normal. There were a lot of average people out there who had desires you could call unusual. Could he really be much different? He truly didn't think of it as strange, however, Yoshikage certainly did have many negative feelings regarding his attration to hands.

Shame, mostly, was what plagued him. Not regarding the fact itself, but rather what it entailed. The issue with having such a strong attraction for something so unsexualized, was that he would have to come face to face with it every day in professional and public settings. He coudn't ignore what was in front of him, so he had to hide his interest. That was what made it so painfully embarrassing. How utterly shameful to be having dirty thoughts at times like those! And every day at that!

Being in public, whenever he was met with a situation where a particularly attractive set of hands were in front of him, Yoshikage all but prayed that attention wasn't drawn to himself as he fought his mind for focus and composure while willed himself not to show any signs of embarrassment or discomfort. He simply couldn't let himelf become flustered like that! He could just imagine his mortification if he were to be caught becoming aroused at the sight of a womans hands alone! He would be deemed a pervert and a creep for the rest of his life! It would be all that he was known for! He hated that idea more than anything...

Yoshikage dispised the undeniable fact...