I fell from the the top of the tower that I built with my own blood sweat and tears...bit by bit...bore all the pain with a fucking smile on my face ...for years... And then when I finally completed it..when I had it all, someone pushed me ...to the deepest darkest corner ...I lost it, I lost everything I held dear ...a part of my soul.. broken and shattered... Still I tried keeping it together..I tried ...I crawled my way up... Put the pieces back one by one...then another story began...just when I was about to get out, stabilize, someone gave me wings.. and I was flying higher than ever...the world looked perfect...I could swear i was at the best place I ve ever been... Hahah ha...my feet weren't even on the ground. I was too high...I had faith in my wings..but u see I forgot I had borrowed wings, not my own.. given to me for a short period of time... And the owner had to leave..so they took them back...so u can guess what happens next ..it's like loosing the engines of an airplane mid flight ...
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