24 June 2024 :

sorry dear Afnan
I am writing it late
but you know what ..........you have changed a lot ......your desires are getting faded . I think you are getting immune to social judgements and becoming resistant to whatever fruit , creature , happiness , smile , positivity , negativity, love , sadness , darkness , brightness , ups , downs , good ,bad this earth bears . I know things aren't Changing.......but you know what you look fine with these scars. These scars are record of your deeds and you can show it to God and ask him why was it always about you........why things never worked for you..........why tears are your forever companions.....why anxiety is the only fruit you got.....

Hmmmm.....I think you are complaining to God.....what if he gets enraged .....yeah but he is also aware of it that he is the only one whom you could talk to then........talk freely without any fear ......as he is with you .
© ---AFNAN SIDDIQUE .