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So hii friends,
ye meri phli story h, wese m koi writer ya poet n hu bs ek normal sa ladka hu

pr ye meri real story h, kabhi socha n tha ese likhunga

pr wo khte h na dil halka krna ho to sbse acha h kisi k sath share kro

ya

likh kr apni dil ki bat kh dalo qki books hi apk sachhi friends hoti h 😊😊😊.

I don't know ye story kb poori hogi, kb m ise publish krunga or krunga bhi ya nhi 😆
m esa q kh rha hu ye apko story padne pr hi pta chalega.

chalo ate h hmari kahani pr
to jo hmara nayak h uska nam h Kush(23 yrs) , wo bhut hi normal sa ladka h, na jyada shok na hi jyada kuch pane ki chah, uski life normal hi chal rhi hoti h usne 12th pass krk job krne ka or apne papa ki financial help krne ka junoon sa hota h
use age career ka shi guidance n milta to wo accounts m chota sa course krk kisi shop pr job krne lagta h or whn pr wo dheere dheere apni hi masti m life jee rha hota h

whi hmari nayika h jiska nam h, Mamta(20 yrs) , wo bhut hi sunder ladki h, career m use govt. job pana h or wo usi way m age badi ja rhi h or abhi wo ghr se door PG pe rhti h, wo bhut hi suljhi hui ladki h or ajkl ki ladkiyon se alag h, use ladko m apna time waste krna pasand n h,
Mamta or kush ka aps m family relation bhi hota h

or kush hmari nayika ko pasnd bhi krta hota h pr wo bs uski khubsoorti pr hi fida hota h, wo mamta se bat to krna chahta h pr use kabhi moka n milta,

phir jese bhagwan ki marzi honi hoti h ehi hota h, usne socha bhi n hota wo ho jata h or use Mamta ka contact no. kisi family group se mil jata h, or wo mamta se whatsapp chat krne lagta h,

or whn doosri taraf Mamta bhi kush k masoom face ko pasand krti h, or relation m hone ki wajh se wo bat krne lagti h (as a sister)
pr kush to kuch or hi samjh k bat kr rha tha to Mamta use block kr deti h or kush ko bhut bura feel hota h

phir ese hi dil nikalte rhte h or time guzrta rhta h,
phir kisi family function m dono milte h.
or eye contact hota h or kush mamta se sorry bol kr, usse bat krne k liye khta h.
Is bar Mamta man jati h, or dono ki batein shuru ho jati h, ab kafi time guzar gya tha dono k beech batein hue pr Mamta se bat krne se phle kush ki life m use koi or ladki pasand ane lagi thi

or kush us ladki k bare m wo mamta ko btata h qki ab dono as a best friend bat krne lage the.

or Mamta bhi apni purani batein btati h, or ese hi chalta rha phir kush apni new friend ko jiska nam madhuri hota h use ghumane le jata h

or whn madhuri se thodi bahas ho jati h jisk bare m wo rat m mamta ko btata h

madhuri ki kahi ek bat kush k dil pe lagi thi to kush ko neend n ati wo bhut jyada sad hota h or rota bhi h
phir Mamta use dilasa deti h or uski sadness ko door krti h or dono batein krte hue so jate h.

ese hi krte krte ab kush sirf mamta se hi attached tha or mamta bhi kush se

phir kuch time bad dono ko ehsas hota h ki wo dono friends se badhkar ho gye h ek doosre k liye, or
Mamta apne dil ki bat bta deti h kush ko or kush bhi accept krta h k - he also love Mamta

pr dono jante hote h ki wo dono ek n ho payenge or kush mamta ko btata bhi h k ye shi n hoga
pr mamta khti h ab dil pe to bas n h

jb tk h sath tb tk to sath h bad ki bad m dekhenge
or dono agree ho kr apne pyar ko age badate h
or inka long distance relationship shuru ho jata h

wo dono dinbhar batein krte or rat m 2 bj jate the bat krte krte. un dono k liye bahri duniya se koi lena dena hi n tha wo bs apni hi nyi duniya m khush the.

pr unhe n pta tha ye khushi jald hi chinne wali h
Or esa hi hota h
after 1 year kush ki shadi ty ho jati h or kush apni hone wali wife se bat krne lagta h pr uska attachment Mamta ki taraf jyada tha qki use pta tha
Mamta bhut sad h ander se (aakhir dono ek doosre ki jaan The)
isliye wo apni hone wali wife sw jyada Mamta se hi bat krta tha or usse kh deta k uski hone wali wife to bat hi n krti 😜

ese hi krte krte shadi pas aa rhi thi
pr mamta kush k liye khush thi k uski life settle ho legi or wo kush k sath har kadam pe sath khadi rhi

dukh to bhut tha pr apne pyar ki life settle hota dekh ek taraf wo khush bhi thi.

phir kush apni shadi shuda life m bzy ho gya or wo mamta se bat tk n kr pata tha
is bat pr mamta ko bhut dukh hua qki dono ne promise kiya tha
k wo dono as a friend bat kiya krenge.

Ese hi kai din guzar gye tb kush koi 1 2 msg kr deta mamta ko to kr deta
nhi to wo itna bzy ho gya tha qki wo ghr pe rhta tha abhi uski office se leave chal rhi thi.

phir 10 12 din k bad wo dekhta h k Mamta ne uska no. block kr diya tha
ye dekhte hi kush ki ankh geeli ho gyi uska dil bhar aya
usk pero k neeche se zameen si khisak gyi,
uski tabiyat kharab ho gyi,
phir kush ne jese tese mamta se milne ka plan bnaya
or wo akhir kar mil paya, or wo mamta k samne ek chote bachhe ki tarah rone laga

or usne kh diya k wo n sh payega uski judai wo abhi block khole or usse batein kre wo office join krk pakka batein krega
ghr pr n kr pata.

phir Mamta ka dil bhi bhar aya or un dono ki baat cheet shuru ho gui.
or kush apni married life ki batein Mamta se share krta or advice leta or ese hi din beetne lage.

Mamta ander ander se to bhut sad hoti qki uski jaan kisi or k sath thi,
pr kabhi kush ko ye bat feel n hone di.

pr kush apni shadi se jyada khush n tha qki use bhut sare adjustments krne pad rhe the uski wife k sath

or un adjustments ko wo Mamta k sath share krta

kush k sath dhokha hua tha use shadi se phle
uski wife ki bimari ko chupaya gya tha

jisk chalte wo dono apni life m age n bad pa rhe the
or akhir m dono ko alag hona pada,

ab kush ekdm akela rh gya, usne apni choti si age m hi sare dukh sh liye.

pr use n pta tha uski life ab kya mod lene wali h.

kush ne apni maa ko bhi kho diya,
kush ekdm toot sa gya tha

usk kiye bs ab Mamta hi sbkuch thi usku life m
qki wo apne dil ki baat kisi se share n krta tha
yhn tk ki apne friends k sath bhi nhi, wo sari baat apne ander hi rakhta tha siway Mamta ko btane k

Mamta hi uski duniya thi,, or wo koi bhi bat ho bejhijjak usse kh deta. qki use pta tha ek
Mamta hi h jo use samjhti h,

ese hi din gujarne lage or mamta or kush m pyar or ghra hota chala gya.

wo dono hi ek doosre k liye sb kuch the,

chahe ek doosre se door. rhte the pr unk dil ekdm close the.

pr khte h na yr zindagi h,
sukh or dukh dono hi isk phlu h,

Mamta or kush dono sath m life spend kr rhe the, isi time m Mamta ka govt job ka sapna bhi poora hota h,

jise usne kush k sath mil k poora kiya tha,

kush bhi mamta k liye bhut khush tha

or ab shuru hua dono ka nya safar,
ab mamta job pe jane lagi, uski responsibility badh gyi, or ab usk liye riste dekhe jane lage,

or kush bhi yhi pray krta k use jo ladka mile usk kabil mile jo use kush se bhi jyada pyar kre or wo hmesha sukhi rhe.

bs ab wo daily yhi pray krta, or ese hi din beetne lage or kush or mamta dono hi life ki responsibilities m bzy hone lage

ab dono ek doosre ko km time de pate the,
pr un dono ka pyar kabhi km n hua,

un dono ka pyar ek doosre k liye samrpit tha, dono hi ek doosre ki khushi k liye kuch bhi kr sakte the

pr kush hmesha Mamta k dil m rhna chahta tha use pta tha wo Mamta ka hmesha k liye n ho sakta or usk dil m ye bat bhi thi

k jb ladki ki shadi ho jati h to wo apni nyi zindagi m apne purane pyar ko bhool jati h

yhn pr phir uska mn or dimag do parts m kush ko batne laga.

or wo din bhi ab kush ko face krne the jiske bare m wo socha krta tha, Akhirkar
Mamta ka rista ty ho gya, ladka bhi mamta ko pasand krta tha or ladke m bhi wo sb tha jo mamta chahti thi.

or ab shadi or lagan ki date ty hui or dono k beech no. exchange ho gye.

to friends ab shuru hoti h, kush k depression or usk pyar k ant ki shuruat 🤙

ab Mamta or usk hone wale pati jiska nam tha Vikas (jisko dono pyar se G bulate the) ,
unm whatsapp or calls pe batein hone lagi,

G mamta ko bhut pasand krte the or unki bhi govt job thi or wo mamta ki har condition pe perfect the.

to ab mamta jo phle kush se batein krti thi subh sham din rat, wo ab kush se na na krk
G se krne lagi

Kush ko ye bat feel hone lagi k ab mamta use bilkul time n deti or jb bhi kush ye bat mamta ko khta to
mamta use yhi khti k wo bhi bat krna chahti h pr G unhe call krte h ab avoid bhi n kr sakti, mn m kuch doubt chala jaye

to kush bhi n chahta tha k mamta ka relation kharab ho

wo to yhi chahta tha k wo khush rhe or uska pati usse bhi jyada mamta ko pyar kre. to kush maan gya or usne mamta ko free chod diya

pr usne mamta se kha k wo apne job time pr to bat kr sakti h, mamta maan gyi
pr
ab mamta G k close hone lagi thi or bhala hoti bhi q na wo hi age uska future the or wo ab job time pe bhi unse batein krne lagi thi

whi kush ko ab akelapan feel hone laga tha or use un dono k beech dooriyan bhi mehsoos hone lagi thi.
ab kush bs mamta k msg ka hi wait krta rhta jo kai ghanto k bad ata or 2 msg bad hi mamta bzy ho jati ya to so jane ka bol k bat khtm ho jati

ab kush ander se bhut tootne laga tha
or wo mamta pe thoda pressure deta bat krne k liye to mamta 10 lecture suna deti or purane ghav hare kr deti

whin kush apne purane palo ko yad krk bhut rota
qki jb kush ki shadi fix hui thi to usne apni hone wife se jyada mamta ko importance di thi
or whin ab mamta kush ko ignore kr rhi thi or wo ab kush se bat krne pr khush n bandhit prateet hone lagi thi

or kush k din badi mishkil se uski yadon k sath kat rhe the or wo apni or mamta ki pics k sath or old moments ko yad krk rota rhta tha pr mamta ko usk dard ka koo ahsaas n tha

wo bs G k khyalo m hi gum hoti ja rhi thi or unk beech ab pyar wali batein shuru ho gyi thi
uski subh or sham m bs G hi hote.

ab din aa gya sagai ka, mamta ne kush ko bola tumhe special ana h, mujhe n pta kuch bhi kro pr ana h,
ab kush ko apnepan ka ahsaas aya to wo sagai m chala gaya
pr use kya pta tha whn use pyar n,

use dukh hi milne wala h, sbse phle to jb kush sagai m pahuncha to relation m hone ki wajh se 1 din phle hi chale gya tha to

jb wo unk ghr pahuncha to dekha mamta G se chat kr rhi thi, use bhut dukh laga qki mamta ne kush ko 1 msg tk n kiya tha or yhn wo ph pe lagi thi phir ander hi ander wo bhut jyada dukhi hua or usk mind m bhut kuch chalne laga or wo ghr se nikl kr ek park n chala gya or khub roya,
phir khud ko samjhate hue usne khud ko sambhala or phir wapis ghr aya

ab wo bs mamta ki eyes m khud k liye pyar dekhna chahta tha pr use ek bar bhi esa n mila,
ulta wo kuch khta bhi to uski bat pr mamta reply tk na deti, use bhut feel hone lagaa
or jb mamta or kush akele bhi hote tb bhi mamta kush ko n dekhti
ye bat kush ko bhut feel hui or agle din sagai m bhi mamta ne kush ko ger feel krwaya

uska dil toot chuka tha or wo bhut ro rha tha ander se

uski wo tadap or dukh usk chehre pe dikh rha tha pr krta bhi kya ab sagai ka function poora hua or kush bhi wapis aa gya.

phir dono apas m chat pe batein krne lae to mamta kush ko hi sunane lagi k usne bola tha k whn kuch mt krna pr tumhe whi harkatein krni h

is pr kush ko bhut feel hua ab wo samjh chuka tha k mamta ab phle wali mamta n rhu ab wo G ki ho chuki h
or use kush ki har bat ab dukhi krti h
ab kush or mamta k beech batein km hone lagi or call or video call to bs 1 bar hu hui hogi,
kush to bar bar khta pr mamta time n h. kh kr mna kr deti,

kush ye accept n kr pa rha tha jise wo 5 sal se pyar krta h or sbse jyada krta h,
wo usse ese behave kr rhi h,

ab kush mamta ki pics dekhta rhta or purane moments yad krk rota rhta.
ab kush phle wala khush mizaz ladka n rha tha ab wo udas rhne laga.
ab wo mamta se bat krne k liye use msg pe msg krta rhta

or sath m ye bhu khta k mamta khin wo preshan to n ho rhi mere msg se
is pr mamta reply to km hi deti thi pr wo ye khti mene kabhi tumse kha h m preshan ho rhi hu,
ye sun kr kush bhut khush hua, ab kush ko laga k wo sach m hi bzy h ghr k kam m isliye reply n kr pati
jhutha dilasa de kr kush kuch din to normal rha or apne din bhar m kya hua usne kya feel kiya wo mamta ko msg krta rhta, phir 2 3 din bad mamta ne kush ko wo words kh diye jo kabhi kush ne soche na the.

kush ko itna sunaya jitna koi ger bhi n sunata, ab kush ko bhut dhakka laga pr usne mamta se kuch n kha bs yhi kh kr bat khtm ki
tu shadi kr le aaram se wo na to msg krega na hi call or na hi koi status lagayega or shadi k bad jb mamta free ho le to wo khud samne se msg kre.

usk bad kush ne na to msg kiye na hi koi bat.
din beetne lage or mamta or G k beech relation bhi mazboot ho gye the ab wo premi ho chuke the.
Kush jaan bujhkar shadi m n gya qki use pta tha sagai pe to km dard mila pr shadi m usse jyada milega or wo ye bhi n chahta tha k
Mamta use dekh kr dukhi ho or apna mood khrab kre (qki kush ko ander se to yhi lagta tha still mamta loves him),

ab shadi ho gyi or uski vidai bhi, kush ko mamta ki shadi k bare m usk mutual fried ne btaya or sath m ye bhi bataya Mamta shadi m bhut kush thi or usne whn ki sb batein kush ko btayi,

yhn kush khush bhi tha or sad bhi qki uska pyar usse ab bhut door ho gya tha whn usk mind m jane kya kya chal rha tha.
phir shadi k bad mamta k msg ate h or wo bhut khush thi or apne or G ki batein btati h or wo kush se 30 min tk chat krti h ab kush

unki batein sochne lagta h, pr wo khush tha k mamta ne usse batein ki
or use laga ab mamta free h tbhi batein kr rhi h

phir kush mamta k msg ka wait krne laga ab wo whatsapp pr bs usk liye status lagane laga
jise mamta sahaj hi dekh leti thi

to use lagne laga msg to n kr pati status to dekh hi leti h

phir agle din kush k man m kai cheez ane lagi akhir kush h to ladka kese apni jaan ko kisi or k sath dekh sakta h

or kush khush bhi h or khud ko akela bhi samjh rha h

qki mamta ne last time use ye kh kr sunaya tha

k wo ro isliye rha h qki usk pas koi or 2nd option n h

ye bat kush k dil m bhut chot kr gyi thi

phir usk mn m sari sadness wale khyal ane lage jinhe wo status pe likh deta

qki usk pas mamta hi thi jise wo apne dil ki batein btata tha or jb usse bat n ho pa rhi thi
to wo ander se bhar chuka tha qki wo apni
feeling kisi se share n kr rha tha or ander hi ander ghut rha tha
use ye yakeen tha k mamta use samjhegi or usk status dekh k usse bat kregi

pr kush ne jyada hi sad wale status laga diye the
or kush k ander se phir usk dil ki awaj ati h k wo ab apni new life m khush h use ese sad whatsapp status nhi lagane chahiye pr wo un status ko hatane hi wlaa hota h

k mamta unhe dekh leti h or kush k dil ka hal jan lene wali mamta ab use galat way m le jati h or

wo kush ko bina kuch bole hi block kr deti h or usk no. ko bhi
ab kush pagal sa ho jata h qkj wo sb kuch sh sakta h pr ye n esa hi ek bad kush ki ssadi k bad hua tha pr tb mamta usk samne thi pr ab n or kush k pas koi or way bhi n tha jisse wo mamta se bat kr sake.
ab kush ne apne mutual friend se kha usse bat krne ko ab mutual friend ne bat ki or kush ko btaya wo abhi settle ho le tb kregi bat.

pr kush ko yakeen n hua qki mamta ye bat use bhi kh sakti thi.

phir wo mamta k job pe jane ka wait krne laga
use yakeen tha job pe jakr wo use unblock krk sb bat btayegi

pr esa n hua or kush bhut rota tha or khud ko himmat deta k mamta kregi bat

ab mamta ko 3 din ho chuke the job pe jate jate pr
jb mamta ka koi reply n aya tb kush ne apne friend k no. se call ki pr mamta ne 1 min kuch boli or uska no. bhi block kr diya ab kush ka dil poori tarah se toot chuka tha

uski eyes poori red or wet thi

qki usne kabhi n socha tha k esa kuch bhi hoga

ab wo bs janna chahta tha k esa kya kr diya usne k mamta ne use zindagi se ese nikal diya jese wo kabhi tha hi n

ab usne apne or friends k through contact krna chaha pr wo block kr deti or koi bat n krti
phir usne kush ko unblock krk 4 msg kiye pr koi pyar se samjhane wale n the balki unko padh kr kush depression m chala gya😞😞😞
wo msg the

mujhe ab tumse koi bat n krni h,
tum q mujhe preshan kr rhe ho,
other no. se call msg mt kro,
tum khush rho or ab koi msg ga call n krna verna bhaiya ko bol dungi sari baat.

jinhe padh kr kush ko ese dhakka laga or wo bs mar jana chahta tha uska mind use bar bar suicide krne pr zor de rha tha qki
uska dik to kai dino phle se ro rha tha or aj bina koi bat kiye ese

usk 5 sal k pyar ne use akela chod diya or wo bhi bina bat kiye or mamta ko uski awaj se bhi nafrat ho chuki h

kush ne phir agle din apne mutual friend k jariye bat krni chahi pr seperate bat na ho payi pr

mamta ne ye kh diya kush ko
k wo isliye dukhi h qki mamta ko sari khushiyan mil rhi h,

ye sun kr to kush ki eyes bhar ayi jis jaan k liye usne daily bhagwan se pray ki wo jaan kh rhi h

ki wo uski khushiyon se dukhi h,

kush bhut jyada sadme m chala gya tha qki he never thought-this could happen.

or bs ye akhiri bat thi jo un dono k beech hui usk bad mamta ne mutual friend se kh diya k kush use preshan na kre nhi to wo no. change kr legi, phir kush kya krega.

pr kush ab wesw bhi use preshan n krne wala tha qki wo usse khud se jyada pyar krta tha, to kya uski khushi k liye itna bhi n krta.

ab kush na to kisi se bat krta na hi ab usk hontho pe hasi thi ab wo bs rota or udas rhta,
roti usm gale se neeche jate hi wapis aa jati.
use n aa rha tha samjh ye q ho rha h,

pr yhi depression tha.

usn bhut ladko ko dekha tha pyar ki bheekh mangte hue or us time wo un pr hasta bhi tha k

kisi ladki se ese pyar mang rha h, doosri ladki pata le
pr ab kuch khud wo face kr rha tha

ab use samjh aa rha tha k q ladk suicide kr lete h ese
qki wo hinsak ho jate h jo apni hi mashuka ki jaan le lete h
qki unki phsycology poori tarah se disturb ho jati h

or whi sb ab kush k satb ho rha tha

wo bhut preshan tha qki use samjhane wala bhi koi na tha
wo bs job pe jata poora din sad rhta rota or sham ko wapis aa jata
uska dil poori tarah se toot chuka tha, uska pyar se bharosa uthne laga.
wo bs yhi sochta kya kami rh gyi thi usk pyar m jo 2 mahine k pyar ne 5 sal ka pyar bhula diya

or bina btaye is tarah se usko apni lafi se bahar fek diya.

kush ki halat k bare m usm mutual friend ne mamta ko bhi btaya
pr. mamta pr jyada asar n hua or ab usne mutual friend k calls bhi ignore krne shuru kr diye the.

ab kush ka mn zindagi se bhar chuka tha,
uski psycology poori tarah se hil chuki thi

jo kush phle tha wo ab khin mar chuka tha, use kya pta tha jo pyar usk liye sb kuch tha, us pyar k liye kush ab kuch n rha.

kush ko n pta tha yhi depression h.
kush ne suicide krne tk ka soch liya tha pr kush kafi suljha hua hone ki wajh se use apni family yad ayi qki ab kush ki maa n thi to uski wo kami hmesha mamta ne hi poori ki thi

pr ab kon use maa sa pyar krta or ab usk pas koi n tha jo use himmat de sakta.

phir usk office k ek friend ko usne sb btaya to usne btaya ki ye depression h or wo bhi in sb se nikla hua h

or usn sath m ye bhi samjhaya k Ab us ladki ko koi fark n padega tere sath kya ho rha h kya nhi

qki wo ab age badh chuki h or tujhe bhi move on hona padega

kush ko bat samjh ane lagi, qki G mamta se pyar krte the or mamta bhi or ab dono physically bhi ek sath the or mentally bhi,

ese m mamta ko kush ki yad ana mushkil tha or agr yad ati to mamta ese kush ko apni zindagi se bahar na nikalti.

ab kush use khushi ki bajay dukh de rha tha isliye usn hmesha hmesha k liye kush ko apni zindagi m interfere krne se rok diya.

kush ko uska office ka friend daily samjhata or kush bhi kafi had tk samjh chuka tha
qki kush practical ladka bhi tha, or wo khud bhi to mamta ki khushi hi chahta tha

kush ka collegue use samjhata k ab uska pyar usse door ho chuka h or mamta ne use dil se bhi nikal diya h to wo ab move on kre or
sath m wo ye bhi khta h k kush jitni jyada koshish krega mamta se bat krne ki wo ab irritate hogi or wo kush ko kuch bhi kh sakti h mtlb jo kush na sh sake (kuch bura) to

wo kush ko samjhata h wo jitna jaldi samjh le utna acha h dono k liye

ab kush ko bhi lagne laga tha k mamta use sach m bhool gyi h nhi to ab tk wo usse bat kr leti agr use kush ki yad aati to

pr kafi din beet chuke the pr mamta ki side se koi bat n hui or kush k pas ab koi rasta bhi n tha

wo khte h na ladki razi to kon rok sakta -
bs yhi bat thi qki yhn ladki razi n h to yhn bechara kush apne mn hi mn m khud k upr ro rha h

k q kiya itna pyar kisi se
jo use samjh bhi n saka or ese door kr diya ek pal m 😞😞😞😞😞
wo depression se bahar to ana chahta h pr chah kr bhi n aa pa rha qki

mamta ki yadein or tadap use ander tk feel hoti h.

phir bhi kush apne papa or bhai bheno k liye jee rha h apni life.

ab dekhte h kya kush ki life m kuch naya mod ayega ya kb tk khud ko mamta k pyar se ubar payega.

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