years ago i used to feel like being productive , is the only reason which makes me proud of myself, happy and satisfied.
i used to think that being productive and all the time busy , means im making progressand im considered as a successful person.i used to hate leisure and free time in general cuz i used to feel kinda not worthy , lazy and bad person .but with time , i have learned that it is okay not to be busy .and it is ok not to do anything and judt relax .it is not shame and it is even a totall right that i have been depriving myself from.cuz i thought earlier that i can not be seen by myself as succesfull person while im off and not doing any thing.
i have figured out that it is extremely important to recharge abit or refuel from time to time to be able to continue and enjoy doing my daily activities in such mood away from pressure that i have spent my whole time enslaving .
it is totally fine to enjoy your time away from any activities just trying to relax and reflect how far great you are doing through not doing anything( it seems confusing isn't)😅
i have learnt that i do deserve off mode, i do need a rest , and i do need self care and reflection aswell.
go easy on yourselvs and be aware that being busy has nothing to do with productivity , it is only a feeling we used to worship.
love yourselves first❤☘️💐
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