I was about to end my life, but at the moment I realised to leave a Quit Note, so that one can feel the purpose of Ending the Life.

I thought of placing my last wish for my soul to rest in peace, I thought of thanking everybody appeared in my life, especially the nature for presenting a wonderful precious life, but again I realised, what if one doesn't change after reading the note? I decided to mention my small journey.

My life started with illness, Facing Torture, Rejection, Cruelness later many times in many situations. Goodwill and Humanity were rare but existing, it's only me who never faced to get a smile on the face, even after showing my finest nature to everybody.

Days went repeating the same, including new ugly ways. I was also realising about the society I live in. "There are no one for each other, just for own sake".

My Own people were not with me when I badly needed. They were taking sympathy instead of giving.

Why is everybody behaving like a machine without Feeling? Not only me, everylife who tried to be good were killed by heart.

Without thinking I decided to Quit as I know nobody is going to change, I knew pure souls were often back early and I wish one day there will be no one good left in this cruel world, the left over bad souls will also die fighting and realising about their nature.

While thinking and writing about the incident I found a Ray of Hope as I am told that suicide is not a solution, but I personally believe it is a great decision.

The Quit not is still with me because I am alive learned to give a chance to the world and ofcourse to me as well. If my decision can change atleast one, I will say, I have also added my contribution to change the nature of the dark world and if I failed to do, I will stick the Note to my dead life.

"If Suicide is a perfect solution to defeate the dark, I am ready to see the light"

- Kartik Tiwari
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