I woke up to the sound of soft snoring beside me. Slowly lifting up his arm, I set myself apart from him. I covered him with his own suit. Leaning on the other side of the couch, that fear kicks in again. Literally, to be able to see him again is like a dream come true. But it didn't make a point on my life list. At least, for the last few years back.

He is the one who responsible for Ayden's existence, the one who I can never forget. He is the great Kim Namjoon. One of the best all-rounder global artists. A K-pop idol. Fairytale creatures in this human world. I met him almost seven years ago without even knowing who is he actually was at first. Until I got visited by someone from his company who simply said that I would be the reason for him to not be able to achieve his dreams. So I can't be with him. Only then, I came to know who he is in the other part of my world.

Dating news is bad enough, let alone a pregnancy scandal. It will definitely kill his blossoming career. And in his case, not just his, but also his other six band members. I realized that the weight of the pressure I carried will be condemning to them if I ever get exposed. I was left with...