September 22, it was Sunday, 9:25am, when I saw him standing in our doorway, carrying his suitcase. My heart beats so fast as I saw how calm he is now after our worst fight last night. My tears starts to fall as I watch him. I know to myself that this would be the last day I see him in our apartment. I let myself cry hard as he finally steps out and enter to his car with his things.

Since Yshan left me, I still can't accept to myself that the man I love left me. Since that day, I drown myself in the impossible things to happen. Dreaming myself that one day, he'll knock at my door and I excitedly open and hug him tight. But it never happened until now. I still can't get over with him.

For more than two years we've been together, he left me because of my one mistake. Aminado ako sa sarili ko that it was really my mistake. I'm really at fault. But why he didn't listen to my explanation? He chose to leave me broken and alone. And now, malalaman ko na may bagong kinababaliwan na siya! It's been what? Two months, after he left me.

“Eurmhie, that's enough. You're drunk!” saway sa kanya ni Alyssa. She knew to herself that she's drunk already, because this is what she's been doing since Yshan left her. “We'll go home na,” dagdag ng kaibigan niya.

“B-bakit hindi niya ako b-binalikan?” lasing na tanong niya sa kaibigan. Even in the loud music inside the bar, she still heard Alyssa grunts in so much frustration to her.

“My god, Eurmhie! It's been two months, yet, you're still dreaming for Yshan's come back? Stop it already, he's courting someone na,...