I sometimes have a tendency to sit still. This happens for no reason. After a while the past will creep in as memories. Memories that terrify me. Like the part on the movie that's you wanted to fast forward to just realise... how broken you are.
This feeling is later cover with a slight lag. That of witch takes your energy low to the extreme. The light is still shinning.
I wonder, in my own thoughts. As I try to find the light switch that's is holding me without reason.

If I find the light switch, maybe the fog will disappear. The world can be as it was before this feeling swallowed me whole