how am I gonna take everything I am
sometimes I feel like I have a sick mind
all I want is to live my life happy and the way my heart tells me, and sometimes I feel like I want too much..... bcs it can't let me do things, it threatens me and scares the he'll out of me. I'm scared. I want to scream for help but at the same time I know that only I can help myself the best way so I don't. I don't know how to make it from now on..... Maybe these thing r necessary for my development and for my strength, but f ck it, sometimes I feel like I won't make it so what's the point of s development or a strenght if I don't survive.... I JUST WANNA BE SAFE ANS FREE HOW TO DO IT IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE??? I hope if it is will come soon bcs my strenght is running out....