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Rainy days.My favorite one.
Me and my best friend both are watching movie on Netflix in my room. we both are friends for more than 3 years then also I feel he is too secretive about him.I'm having feelings for this boy more than 2 years i just dont wanna ruin our friendship. Suddenly the whole room filled with the sound of thunder waking me from my thoughts then I checked outside the thunderstorm just started.
"I think I should go home early" he said.
I don't want him to go.
"It's okay,you can stay here".I know he will not agree with this. My friends told me when our friendship just started that he already like someone else. At that time it broke my heart but I don't care about relationship I just want him to stay close to me.
" Okay then I will use the couch" he said silently in the dark.
My heart is beating fast Thump.Thump.Thump.
" It's okay you can sleep on bed other side We can use pillow between" I said without even using my brain. As the words came out of my mouth he surprisely shocked and turn to me,
" Are you trying to flirt with me" he said in joking way.
" I would rather die than to be with you " I would love to be with you said my heart. He settle next to me with pillows I can feel the warmth that my bed filled . Suddenly the temperature is raised I feel my cheeks they are lightly red. I can't ruin everything like this I had my control over years then how can I lose it.
As always my overthinking always make me mad.I think sleeping will be quiet solution of this overthinking.
I adjust my pillows in between and my face is opposite side of his I'm facing the wall because it is best option to avoid him.
" Are u ready for bed but it is only 9 30" he said surprisely.
" yes, I want to rest just minor headache" I lied. He turned off the TV and I can feel as he adjusted himself for bed.
His brown eyes, zed black hair, his mint smell I should not think about this think ,what if he come to kiss me I'm shorter than him he has to bend and if I'm on my tip toe I think,OH MY GOD my brain is making images I should stop thinking about him. okay think about some stinky things rotten tomatoes, ok then next rotten fruits, what if he also want to kiss you. I think nothing of this is going to work.
I feel him adjusting again in bed then suddenly the pillows which were touching my back are not there I can feel it. My body temperature is rising or I think this room temperature rising I can't think clearly now.I can feel his breath around my neck mint smell filled my mind. He is close what if he is not really into me what if he is only meant one night now I'm feeling disappointed but I want him. His hands are on my waist. God his hands are warm, his chest is touching my back and his erection I can feel near my ass.
I don't know what got into me I turned to face him.
"You are comfortable with this" he whisper. I nod.
"I don't want to do If you are not okay with this" he Whisper near my ears.
He is thinking about me like he really cares what if he is also into me.
In darkness I can feel his eyes on me. kiss. he started kissing me softly. After kiss become more intense, hungry and passionate.
His hands cup my breast I moan in his mouth. I didn't wear bra at bed Time.
he move on my neck then kissing and sliding to be my breast. As he take the nipples with his tongue whimper released by my mouth. first he gently lick it then he bite it. pain with pleasure. how can pain can feel at the same time with pleasure. it's like I'm with hell but the euphoric feeling is heaven.
We started kissing again. His t shirt. My top. His pants. My pajamas. hit the ground one by one.
We both are in underwear I'm in lace one and he is in boxer. I'm not a virgin he knows it I lost it with my ex 3 years ago. He also not virgin he hangouts with the girls.
"Are you Sure?" he said."yeah" I confirmed it. I have already ruin out friendship so there is no moving back.
He grab the condoms from the drawer.
He knows where are the condoms as I purchased it for my new bf. OH GOD. I completely forgotten about him.
"I think we should talk about this are we serious?"I asked.
"ofcourse love" he said cupping my cheeks from one hand. I will deal with my bf tomorrow morning he not even know me very well like he does.
I don't know when he said that my heart feels he is not serious I'm just one of his hangout but I really don't care I want this I want us.
I licked his ercetion from the pre cums adjusting in my mouth. He moan with pleasure. Then he taste every ounce of me. He adjusted me then he slide it slowly taking his time and then forcely pressure in me. I whimper in pain. I never feel this way no one make me feel like this . he is bigger than every one who were in me.
The moans, sweat and smell of sex filled the room. when he was about to come he pulled the condom aside and cums is on my stomach. I collected it and rub on my nipples then he tossed the condom in dustbin I'm exhausted he carry me to the bathroom we shower together as I was exhausted we both silently take the moment.
When we cuddling in the bed he kissed me on the forehead and said "you know the girl that I like 3 years ago is you" I'm shocked how can it be he not even showed me any signs" the girl I'm in love is you and I promise I will never leave you like the other does like your father your friends I will never leave you."
We kissed.
As his hands were cuddling my hair I know he is telling truth I trust him more than anyone, anything in this world.
He is not hell he is heaven to me.
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Rainy days.My favorite one.
Me and my best friend both are watching movie on Netflix in my room. we both are friends for more than 3 years then also I feel he is too secretive about him.I'm having feelings for this boy more than 2 years i just dont wanna ruin our friendship. Suddenly the whole room filled with the sound of thunder waking me from my thoughts then I checked outside the thunderstorm just started.
"I think I should go home early" he said.
I don't want him to go.
"It's okay,you can stay here".I know he will not agree with this. My friends told me when our friendship just started that he already like someone else. At that time it broke my heart but I don't care about relationship I just want him to stay close to me.
" Okay then I will use the couch" he said silently in the dark.
My heart is beating fast Thump.Thump.Thump.
" It's okay you can sleep on bed other side We can use pillow between" I said without even using my brain. As the words came out of my mouth he surprisely shocked and turn to me,
" Are you trying to flirt with me" he said in joking way.
" I would rather die than to be with you " I would love to be with you said my heart. He settle next to me with pillows I can feel the warmth that my bed filled . Suddenly the temperature is raised I feel my cheeks they are lightly red. I can't ruin everything like this I had my control over years then how can I lose it.
As always my overthinking always make me mad.I think sleeping will be quiet solution of this overthinking.
I adjust my pillows in between and my face is opposite side of his I'm facing the wall because it is best option to avoid him.
" Are u ready for bed but it is only 9 30" he said surprisely.
" yes, I want to rest just minor headache" I lied. He turned off the TV and I can feel as he adjusted himself for bed.
His brown eyes, zed black hair, his mint smell I should not think about this think ,what if he come to kiss me I'm shorter than him he has to bend and if I'm on my tip toe I think,OH MY GOD my brain is making images I should stop thinking about him. okay think about some stinky things rotten tomatoes, ok then next rotten fruits, what if he also want to kiss you. I think nothing of this is going to work.
I feel him adjusting again in bed then suddenly the pillows which were touching my back are not there I can feel it. My body temperature is rising or I think this room temperature rising I can't think clearly now.I can feel his breath around my neck mint smell filled my mind. He is close what if he is not really into me what if he is only meant one night now I'm feeling disappointed but I want him. His hands are on my waist. God his hands are warm, his chest is touching my back and his erection I can feel near my ass.
I don't know what got into me I turned to face him.
"You are comfortable with this" he whisper. I nod.
"I don't want to do If you are not okay with this" he Whisper near my ears.
He is thinking about me like he really cares what if he is also into me.
In darkness I can feel his eyes on me. kiss. he started kissing me softly. After kiss become more intense, hungry and passionate.
His hands cup my breast I moan in his mouth. I didn't wear bra at bed Time.
he move on my neck then kissing and sliding to be my breast. As he take the nipples with his tongue whimper released by my mouth. first he gently lick it then he bite it. pain with pleasure. how can pain can feel at the same time with pleasure. it's like I'm with hell but the euphoric feeling is heaven.
We started kissing again. His t shirt. My top. His pants. My pajamas. hit the ground one by one.
We both are in underwear I'm in lace one and he is in boxer. I'm not a virgin he knows it I lost it with my ex 3 years ago. He also not virgin he hangouts with the girls.
"Are you Sure?" he said."yeah" I confirmed it. I have already ruin out friendship so there is no moving back.
He grab the condoms from the drawer.
He knows where are the condoms as I purchased it for my new bf. OH GOD. I completely forgotten about him.
"I think we should talk about this are we serious?"I asked.
"ofcourse love" he said cupping my cheeks from one hand. I will deal with my bf tomorrow morning he not even know me very well like he does.
I don't know when he said that my heart feels he is not serious I'm just one of his hangout but I really don't care I want this I want us.
I licked his ercetion from the pre cums adjusting in my mouth. He moan with pleasure. Then he taste every ounce of me. He adjusted me then he slide it slowly taking his time and then forcely pressure in me. I whimper in pain. I never feel this way no one make me feel like this . he is bigger than every one who were in me.
The moans, sweat and smell of sex filled the room. when he was about to come he pulled the condom aside and cums is on my stomach. I collected it and rub on my nipples then he tossed the condom in dustbin I'm exhausted he carry me to the bathroom we shower together as I was exhausted we both silently take the moment.
When we cuddling in the bed he kissed me on the forehead and said "you know the girl that I like 3 years ago is you" I'm shocked how can it be he not even showed me any signs" the girl I'm in love is you and I promise I will never leave you like the other does like your father your friends I will never leave you."
We kissed.
As his hands were cuddling my hair I know he is telling truth I trust him more than anyone, anything in this world.
He is not hell he is heaven to me.
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