The day starts with the sun shining through the windows. You finally arise from the bed and you look outside at the beautiful weather and you say what a beautiful day as you are are smiling at me. As I am seeing the pain screeching through your eyes makes me feel the pain throughout my body.

Knowing there is nothing I can do as I am not a doctor. My heart bleeds in pain as I know, I know my love is there strong and hard and I want to do whatever I can. I have given my all my soul,my heart,my body, and my mind and to know that that yours is hurting makes mine hurt as well!!! I try and I try I just cannot seem to ease your pain.

Physical pain and mental pain is just as bad has any other type of pain. When you're fighing both with the one your Love you're not really sure which one is worse cuz they both hurt like a knife if you shoved into your chest. When one hurts the other hurts but the other one cannot pull the knife out for you that's the hard part.

As I sit in agony and watch the pain in your body and your mind get worse and worse it hurts me as well. As I know that I have done all that I can my heart still aches cuz my love is still strong. My love for you will never end. You will always be in my heart as you are now.

It just pains me to see you hurt!! It pains me to see your pain getting worse!!! It pains me to see you struggle!!! No matter the pain my heart, mind, soul is in it. I not a quieter. I love you.

As much as watching u hurt makes me hurt, I would never stop loving you. My heart is trapped with urs and I don't wanna lose u and I don't wanna suffer in pain. Love is love and when I love I love fully. Don't give up because I know I won't.