Chapter 1
Memories

"Nonsense!"

he shouted as his eyebrows draw closer and everyone stops and stares at him.

"Why will father allow something so low have our brother?!"

again shouting in a loud voice.

This is a memory, I remember this, I remember, anger.

"Why am i seeing this?"

I return to my body, and I see myself, I am talking to myself,

"how long has it been?"

"three days"

"I am hungry"

"WE are hungry"

"but we must remember first"

again my vision blurs, ligth passes my eyes, everything is spinning,

am I dying?

again I am where I was before,

green grass, white smoke cover parts or the path, I am barefooted, this place seems endless,

I walk forward, I am angry, about what?

"Open the gates" I said,

Angels? I see people with white wings wearing robes, they have swords on their waists,

they see me, they get rattled, they look afraid, one rushes to the middle of the gate and pulls it as his wings flaps bavkward to help him in drawing the gate to the other side,

more angels come to the gate, rushing, but now with long horns,

"Stop that! Move aside!" I shouted,

everything is so small, compared to me that is,

an angel flies upward to my head, this is taking too long, I grab him and and carry him upward, I open my palm in front of my angry face,

"When I say move, you move aside, Angel!" I shouted with a loud voice,

"An Archangel questioning a Seraphim, and the highest amongst them none the less" with authority and arrogance on my voice,

The person with wings sweat in fear, almost turning white as he shakes his head and says "No sir", he moves aside and bow his head as he places his right hand on his stomach and extends his left hand pointing toward the opened gate as if guiding my way,

as I walk towards the gate my body shrinks, still taller than the winged persons,

they bow as I enter,

the place is huge, gold pavements on the walk path, houses of gold, skycrapers of gold, I see more winged person going about walking and flying, as they hastely fly faster upon seeing me.

Chapter 2
The beginning

Again I return facing myself,

"What was that? Seraphim?"

"That is what we are, do you still not remember where we came from? Let me show you"

again everything hazes, everything swirls, everything spins,

White, everything is just white, nothingness, this is the best way to explain it,

I look forward and just white, I turn my head and just white, I look arpund and just white.

Like when you close your eyes but instead of darkness you see light.

"This is the earliest memory we have" says a voice inside my head,

I feel like I am floating, flying, I look down and see white and nothing, I see my feet, I see my hands, I feel my face, but everything is just white,

I try to float around, but nothing is here,

then suddenly,

light blue color begins to form above me, clouds begin to take shape, this is the sky, what is going on?

the blue sky goes as far as the whiteness.

Now land form below my feet, grass grow and plants begin to have flowers, trees, there are trees too, they do not look like the trees I know, but I am sure these are trees,

at the end of the growing land and grass and plants I see water forming, the water begins to climb the land, waves hit the ground, wind begin to blow from left to right, now from above, then suddenly from my back.

Bright yellow light begins to form above,

"the sun" I shouted and laugh, then I see the moon, the stars begin to appear one by one like a light over the street begin to be turned on, more and more stars appear,

now there is night and day, the sun begins to rise and set as the moon and stars follow behind it.

Birds begin to sing as they come out of the trees and from the ground as if they have been there hiding all along,

I fly with the birds and I watch they catch the fishes appearing in the water.

Animals rising from the ground, taking form one by one, an elephant taking so much land creating big gaps between them, tigers jumping up, hippos leaving so much dirt creating mountains,

then I see something else above me,

I see a bright light,

I see a golden gate, at last my home is made.

I fly fast toward the gate, I am again shrinking to fit the gate, I see winged people walking and flying, my mouth begin to move on its own, they are being pulled to my...