Too confusing, Just don't read. 😅
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Why I love being someone,
staying away from humans,
not enjoying their company but my loneliness.

Why I feel I don't have friends though many try to prove they are, of mine.
Why I don't give respect to them, who worry about me so much,
(here m talking about my bua's and grandma)

Who don't give me 0% attention, importance or love,
I m always ready to die just because of them,
'cause they are important to me. 😅

Why don't they understand or motivate me, who find so many negative points from works I do. 😐
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