I AM MARRIED BUT I STILL THINK ABOUT MY EX

SHE: I have a secret problem

COUNSELLOR: What is it?

SHE: I often think of my ex

COUNSELLOR: Your husband knows this?

SHE: No. I am scared of telling him. You know how men are egotistical. Him having the knowledge that I think of another man will make him flip and insecure. He will think I am not yet over my ex

COUNSELLOR: Are you over your ex?

SHE: Yes I am. I can never go back. I have a good husband. But I can't help thinking about my ex

COUNSELLOR: When you think about your ex, are the thoughts largely sexual and intimate?

SHE: Absolutely. I think of him largely during sex. Don't get me wrong, my husband is so good in bed, but at times my mind wanders and I think about my ex. How he used to massage me, lick me, pounce on me. I recall our moments on the carpet talking till late. I recall his random phone calls. I recall how he used to spank me. Sometimes I day dream and smile about him even though he really hurt me. He cheated on me and that is why I broke up with him

COUNSELLOR: I see

SHE: Is it that I don't love my husband fully? There are times I have masturbated to...