Neend h ankhon m..par soya ni jata...kya ho gaya h mujhe..jo akele m bhi roya nahi jata..har saans m uff hai meri dhadkane bhi chup h meri khud m he khudse qaid hu m...khoyi se sudbudh h meri..khudse baat karte huye m purane khud ko yaad karti hu..toot chuki hu janti hu..phir bhi maanne se inkaar krti hu..kho gayi h zindagi kahi andhere or ujaale ke beech...phir bhi koi puchta hai na jab haal mera..ek he hota hai jawaab mera
"Bilkul theek"
Mujhe smjh ni ata kisi ko kyu smjh ni ata Dekhte toh sb hai mjhe par m kyu kisi ko nazar ni aati aisi konsi bat h jo m khudse bhi ni baat skti...Zindagi jeene ayi hu m sabki tarah waqt ni kaat skti apne he khayalo se jung ladti rehti hu raat bhar...Bas koi mil jaye aisa jo mjhse kahe..aa baith kr mjhse baat kr...Andar sab khaali h bs Sawaalo se khud ko bhar rakha hai mene..Ek khawab ke piche itni pagal hu mai ki zindagi ko bhi door kr rakha hai mene..mera chain bhi bechaini dhundta h ab aadat se ho gyi h mjh...es kadar rehne ki...Halat jaanti hu m apni...Aaj kal khudse bhi jhooth bolne lagi hu m shayad sach bolne ki himmat khoti ja rahi hu...Wo kehte hai tumhari muskurahat bht achi h...kaash ankhon m bhara paani bhi dekh sakte...Rone ka mann kare to ro lena chahiye hai na?...........Par maloom hoga tumhe itni asaani se yaha log ro bhi ni sakte...sab maun sa h yahan koi shorr nahi h main khud ek maatra saathi koi or ni h...Jeena asaan hai kya?........
Ankhon m dard qaid kar chehre ko khush rakhna aam hai kya?..bolo, jeena aasan h kya....Ghutan hoti hogi jalan hoti hogi.. Ek jhooti muskaan ka bojh apne badan ke bojh se jyda bhaari lagta hoga...kaise has leti ho itna sab seh kar mjh sikhaogi kya......
Jeena 🚫 Aasaan 🚫 Hai Kya ✌
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