Tccchhh, I chuckled..

I nodded my head disappointedly, I don't even see a future and if I should accept out of pity, I might as well lose everything.. My life, My freedom.. Totally Everything.

I moved backwards not wanting to have any more physical contact with him. but no, he didn't stop... His hands went around my tiny waist as his lips made contact with my skin.. I felt the hair on my back stand..

Matilda, I love you, and I really want to spend the rest of my life with you.. I shuddered as he kept whispering sweet nothings to my ears. I had to ask some vital questions, I won't just keep shut cos he said he loves me.

'Love is not Enough'.... I said not even sure of myself.
What???
Love is not Enough, I repeated this time around facing him.
Are we Compatible to be good parents?
Are we over our childhood traumas?
What beliefs are we going to install in our children?
How do we go about our bills?

What are your sexual expectations?
What are your Financial expectations?
What about Family health, Career and Education?

He said nothing... Absolutely nothing, he just gazed at me as if I had grown two heads..
Now you see why I said 'LOVE IS NOT ENOUGH'

This is the problem with you, he finally let it out
You are always insecure and unsure about things, he flared up and banged his fists on the kitchen counter...
I was no longer surprised at this outcome cos he always played the Victim card once things gets serious..
And this time I am not going to let him get away with it

Right...
That's what you always say
'I'm insecure, I'm unsure about things, I'm being unreasonable, I should understand you.
You always have something to say when I don't bend to your will.
Then what about me?
Do you understand me?
Do you reason with me?

'What's the exact problem with me'?
Everything is the problem..
You not being able to think far and beyond, not taking serious things when they need to be..
But,
You not knowing what the real problem is?
That's the biggest problem.

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