EVA
My name is Eva Mcmahon. The only child of my late parents. I have been through a lot and telling my story isnt something I feel comfortable to talk about. I have suffered to the point where suffering wasn't enough for me. I wanted to feel the pain. The actual feeling of pain,then maybe I will be able to get enough of it. Every pain I felt about my life isnt going to be like an actual pain of a rope hanging down my neck. I am just tired of counselling and advise.

It was very dark outside around 11:30pm
I walked through the quiet park. I looked miserable. My makeup was running down my face and my hair looked matted.
"This is it". I thought to myself
I tied the rope on a tree and placed it on my neck. As I decided to tightened the rope to hang on it, I slowly counted to three. 1...., I sobbed
2.....,
"Excuse me"!!. "What are you trying to do ".
A guy shouted comming to my direction
"Dont get closer or I will shout "RAPE". I said in tears.
The guy immediately went back and stood there watching.
"Please just calm down".
"Am not a bad person" , he said helplessly
"Go Away", I said harshly
Ok I will he...