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This is a story which perhaps someone else might have known but till now it has been known only to me. Breaking a friendship of 12 years, even in one year, hurts me so much that no one knows it except the person who is not close to me. This is my story, when I grew up, I started getting attached to my family members, getting used to friends and then moving away from them, how difficult it is to move away from all these things. We say that you can't fuck your friend and this is where it hurts the most.

There was a friend whom I had been friends with since childhood, true friendship was a gift to me as a person, the most beautiful person was with him, I felt that I don't need any more but even he was not able to understand anything. Say that you don't like me or your liking will change. Aarushi and I spent a lot of time with each other, I always used to go on her chat and she also liked my vehicle. We both played a lot of mazes. My family members did not like going to her house every day and creating mazes because I came from the main family. We both were friends since childhood. Main 2nd standard was when my friendship broke with Dolly and Kirti, I tried to use the main tab even though my friend was not there. Seeing the face of breaking my friendship with Dolly and Kirti, you will also think that this is also a face, One day in the main school I forgot the notebook of the English teacher whom I loved only as a mother, that day Dolly and Kirti broke my friendship. li. After a few days, Aarushi came near me and said, "Will you become my friend, we both will make a lot of friends, we also have a street in our house, we will stay here, so I will also stay and we both will make friends." Then I realized that we both would become best friends one day. Don't use my bad taste while I like your bad. We both would have been separated.main

2nd A main was going and it was still used but maybe it was not acceptable to God and we both went for a mile again when she also came to 3rd standard main English medium. I was very happy and he was also very happy to meet me. We both read together, sat together. Gradually, both of us started passing second classes main, when we both started 5th standard then our class teacher changed, Preeti mam was replaced by Nisha mam, she was a new teacher and their new joining.

We both were 5th standard students and remained bankers, everyone got to know us only because of us, everyone knew us only because of our friendship, I also got to know them only because of our friendship. 5th standard main our class main competition hone lage the jin main maina ur vo dono achha perform karte, aur dono dheere dheere mam ke favorite hone lage the. When I was in 5th standard, my grandfather died and because of that I cried a lot and you took care of me. So many of us love friends more than gaye. Jab we both passed 6th standard main gaye the tab india main and Puri delhi main lockdown was imposed, we had 6th standard ke final exam and the result was not there. We reached the 7th standard main so that we could not go to each other's house, we could not meet each other, but the friendship still remained when the 8th standard main last final exam was about to take place, then the country's lockdown had ended, we Both of them drank after that. We both sat together and read together.

We both passed and reached the 9th main. Then a new person came into our lives whose name played a role. 9th class main our class teacher Avinash Maam made us sit with our study partner's and then our partner's also changed. His partner Bhumika went away and my partner Khushi. When I sat with Bhumika, I thought that if I was a friend, I would always be her, this thought took care of my heart. But it was not a major factor in destiny. Aarushi made me feel comfortable with her and my company started getting boring. The main thing to see is that it is changing with the help of this role. It is said that when someone else takes your place, your importance in life starts decreasing. Gradually he started living with Bhumika and stopped meeting me less. We both passed 10th standard main job and went away, so we did not understand the reason behind talking to both of us and Bhumika. When I finished my 9th class exam, I finished my study and spent most of my time at Aarushi's house.

Do it, and we both can do it. Gradually we both started talking to each other and she started talking to Bhumika, it took some time but everything got sorted out. But again she started moving away from me. One day Bhumika asked me did you see Aarushi's status, I shook my head and asked what was the status, I haven't seen the status since that day, I said that that's why I called Aarushi and sat at the desk. Neither looked at me nor talked to me. Then one day when she came to school crying, I couldn't bear it anymore, I asked her a lot, I felt that I had lost my reason, I apologized but she didn't stop crying, then someone took her alone and asked her that her sister had died. I felt bad for hearing this but the biggest thing that hurt me was that you didn't tell me and then told someone else. Day by day I started to manage and I stopped talking to her so that she could move on to the land and they both could become friends with each other. He used to be his best friend and he kept getting away from me. One day I went to her house, she talked to me a little and sat next to her wife, she also started talking to me and then did not see me again so I left her house. I couldn't talk to him and thought he would make me want to talk to him but he messaged me but the message didn't come. By the end of the day it would be close to Earth and moving away from me. When I started using her, I found out that her best friend had changed. It is said that when you distance yourself from a person who has a thousand choices, then he wakes up and does not waste his time in giving it to someone else and this is what happened with me. When she was not mine, she stayed away from me and till today there is no difference that I am not the main person in her life.

The time has become cloudy
Zakham nahi bharte,
Whatever I want, I cannot go away from you.
Had to live without friends and would not make any friends….
Mujhse…..
That's all you need...
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