on my own a lot of people don't understand that it's very true that mentally a lot of people go through a lot of things on them really on and they don't understand where a lot of things happen that be real dark and real secret I did nothing too when it comes to family you don't know how dark and deep things really go until the end of the road where everything's in and where is begin also because we can begin to learn how people judge and use you as a crutch and they don't balance out the things they need for their self but also hurt and try to make you feel bad that you're not in a situation there and but at the same time this is what you been in with way more fun pleasant but God bless me through it all and I cannot thank him enough that now I see things that I've never seen before but I thank God because I was very good to the most people that need to be good too which is parents and I see where now it go back to the old days and old but Iquotes and old slogans that everybody always throw out that how funny some things can come back to and you never know before but it is true that things are what they are and you can't change it right my mail I haven't got any in a while I know it's something funny about it but it ain't nothing I could do about it like my father say that you can't change people people change their self but I fight for right and I don't care I'll just do what I have to do I have my own problems anything people don't understand why you can't get it like I use to I just smart about the best way of doing what I need to do but in the...