Its so cold here today how all i want to do is lay down an sleep for i do not know of such thing every part of my body hurts from what they have done day in an day out to me. I know one day all this will soon be over even if I go home to be with my Love Jesus Christ for how I do long to be with him. One day he will come and take me in his arms take me home for he had to go and make sure everything woud be just right for me to come home for he Jesus Christ wanted to make sure. I have felt his pain in his words as I read them of what they did to him. For all he ever did was Love them even when they beaten him and put him on a cross for nothing for did nothing wrong in our Gods eyes or in my. For before they even urted him as they did our God did indeed give them chooses. He still has so much hope an faith so as I in every one even for the very ones that beats on me an rape me. I may never understand why they do as they did for in my heart I know they are in the wrong and I know they know for these men an women are very smart. I ask God to help me understand them. For if I even did half of what they did to him. I...