Fell off the earth to be dragged back .im still lost in question which and why and who sought me to keep being. To keep on seeing what I've always tried to forget. ... But i keep on smokin this weeeeeeeeeeed holding my tongue holding my bullets . from being sprung into awkard silence. My hairs rise against my head i feel several of us none of you before you awakened the flow of flowing and the rive of. Wake seet you past the memory on grandmothers face. Yeet sought thy flesh and blood .. My heart cant take no more contamination no more frustation no more unsanitation. Oblideration . constepation. Fuckn (AliceZane😈) mistaken. Beat down to the ground and left into feeling lie i was still here just for a demonstration. No i dont need this life . the lie yault thought that i lied but didnt . holding peace in within my cancers cause the only i got left is that to shed 10 million pounds of death and disapoinment. Now shouldve just left me on the slope. So i can slide the rest of the way down without a fuckn rope to hold . i aint nothing to the restnas of this life and satan swore on this shit from my beginning of time my sperm donor didnt even know a cold one was brought back to life and wasted not even on a blanket but in a blind spell through darkness in which i was left to discinerate yalls fairy tales and hopes and dreams gifs and memes with lace still tearn at the seams. I aint never been able to decrible nothing but i hope can finally see the lights flashin. When you show at my horror seen. Fuckn all twisted rotated obscolene. Watch my feelings bleed deep seepn through the streams of where i was truely meant to be and never unleashed ...