In February of 2024, you requested I buy a gift to give to our son as a gift from you to him for his 6th birthday.

It's becoming apparent to me your decisions, actions, and behaviors have come from having some disagreement about paying child support and back child support.

Please remember I didn't want your money.

Please remember you never payed back the $60.00 you took to go clubbing and go to the movies with your friends.

Meanwhile also, there was a time when you judged me for wanting to work. You said, "People who work are weak, unlike me.".

(You should know that my ability to want to love you still, even after all that, says a lot about how strong I really am.
Being someone who understands love is not always about whether the person a heart chooses to love is deserving of that love or not... is the point. Whether or not that person is chosing to be lovable isn't the point. I mean whether or not that person deserves love is not the point. We all need love. That is the point.)

However, I can never agree to let harm come to myself. Anyone in their right mind wouldn't even consider pretending. Someone who's healthy couldn't be okay with even just...