I'm here! I am right here next to you! So why can't you see me? We smoked together. I don't want to feel sad. Being with you is supposed to make me feel happy. Now you are just sitting next to me playing with your phone.

Why can't you see me. See me for who I am. See my beauty. See the endless amount of love for you which I carry inside me. Each and every single day, every minute, every second.

I love you. Still. Always..