All the tears I couldn't see were hiden inside your eyes, I could never forget that you said me you like to meet me atleast once in a weekend, But I got so busy and now I am regreting everything I said to you, I wonder what would have happened if I would have showed up at your dorm room that night.
All I saw was my happiness and forgot all about our childhood memories, We promised that we will never forget each other but the second we grew up, we got cut on our works I forgot everything...I ghosted you then, but now I cry myself to sleep each night, you sayed you were heartbroken but I would discard your feelings and emotions, you were depressed and I didn't knew... the night had came to the end and if I had shown even a little bit of care maybe you wouldn't have jumped of that floor.I should have loved you and I swear I still do, if I would had paid attention to your problems then I guess you wouldn't have done the unthinkable, but now I understand that-secrets that you hold hiden in your heart was hard to hold, and even one second was unbearable for you,

... I really sorry, I couldn't be a good friend to you...