16 September 2021, Thursday.

Every day is exhausting, Everyday is tearful.

I have to fight my people but I won't fight back this time cause it will hurt me in the end.

I scratch my hands and thighs because I am not mentally or emotionally stable.

Within the four walls of the room, my mind is not there, my comfort is not here anymore.

I had my dinner last night while crying in the dark so that no one would notice and gladly no one did.

Someone said my life is so easy.

Just because I don't share my problems doesn't mean I don't have one.

I had to confess it to my friend because everything is hard to handle.

My shoulders are heavy, emotions are numb, my heart is beating to death. It's not an exaggeration.

It's an expression of my emotions..


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