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My life Diary part 1
20/2/2024
It is Tuesday, yesterday it was raining here and it even snowed at the mountains and hilly areas. Today it is cloudy and seems that it may rain again.
I don't know from where to start or what to talk about first. Well recently I turned 20 in October 2023. Kind of goodbye to teenage. I want to take a moment to reflect on these 20 years that I have lived till now.
I guess I should talk about past 7 years, from class 9th to this day (14 years old _ 20 years old). Isn't it amazing that these years are Indirectly pointing to my teenage. Anyways let's continue, so the journey of these past 7 years have taught me a lot. You know right now I am at a point or at such a path which I never imagined I would be. Cause I never thought about it. The situation is just like a student whose goal was to do IIT in top college but ended up in Jee Mains, or of a student who wanted to do MBBS in a top college but ended up being a student of nursing. The transition is indeed freaking sad.
I am not an Jee mains student Or a nursing student. I am someone who goes to a medical college. I am a medical college student. Currently I am in 1st prof and will have university exams in August 2024 and then be in 2nd prof. After completing 4 and a half years I will be doing interenship in a government hospital. Then I will do MD gynaecology and be a specialist Docotor. I want to talk about these things someday with you and I will definitely do.
Sometimes people get support from parents be it financially or others. They admit you to the top institutions of your area. There the teachers are hardworking and intelligent. They teach you in such a way that your seat for a medical college is marked as done. They give there 100% in teaching you. But still you don't end up positively. You know why? Well it is because you don't take your career seriously, you don't realize what and why you are doing the things, you don't practice questions, you don't study on your own, you don't take challenges, you don't fight with yourself. You don't realize that time once gone can never be brought back. You wake up in the morning study a little, go to your Institute come back and sleep. And carry on the cycle untill the day when you are finally going to face the big day you realize what you did, that time you whish if I could be given just 5 days that would be enough. But idiot you how could you finish the course of 2 years in 5 days. Where were you in those past 2 years, what were you doing. Nothing but wasting time, not realizing that your end is in your hands. And as you are aware from your so called hardwork of continuing that lethargic cycle you know what your result will be. And when the result come as expected you don't make it to the medical college. And then you come back empty handed.
I believe that if you are honest with your work and know about your destination and you are passionate one then you can do anything to fight with the challenges in your journey .

© reminisce